team newgen

2006-06-28T16:31:00.000+10:00

Attention :

due to some difficulties, dis blog is slowly dying and i doubt dere will be anyone bloggin anytym soon so deres no need to come bak n visit .. but for now:

JANIE LIVES HERE

SUSAN LIVES HERE

2006-06-12T20:14:00.000+10:00

who do u take me as ..

everything has a way of gettin out ..

maybe i dernos who u are after all ..

maybe betrayal is da word to describe how im feelin ..

2006-06-11T10:36:00.000+10:00

blogger; susan
msn; janie

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY GEOFF U ASS !

HOPE U LYKED UR SUPRISE CAKE !

ahh .. sunday mornin ! weathers nice .. well quite cool ? well lets see wuts been happenin in my lyf ? hmm nuffink except skool n assessments n shit .. on fridai nite was geoffs birfday ! everyffin went fyne dat nite until mel was lyk OH FCK I LEFT DA CANDLES AT HOME ! da one fing she was assigned to do she STUFFED UP ! so we had to get bill to drive us around goin to petrol stations to buy candles .. n hu da fck came up wif buyin candles at petrol stations ? since wen did dey sell candles ?! yerh den after mels lyk lets go woolies dey shuld hab it .. LYK OMG ! why didnt she fink of dat b4 drivin around ffld lookin for candles at petrol stations -_- ! wen we got bak everyone was lyk whered u go n shit buh we jst sed we went for a joyride ;) hahaha ! aniways got home early dat nite coz i was so tired >< since i onli had 2 hrs of sleep da nite b4 LOL ..
well atm im waitin for eddy da wanker to get his ass online .. gotta noe if were still goin urban equip factory tuday .. ! if i get dere n deres nuffin im gonna chuck a spaz attack ! gonna find sumffink to eat latahs =)

2006-06-10T10:51:00.000+10:00

blogger; melinda
msn; currently away
WindowsMedia; Off

Woah, seems like i haven't blogged for ages. Actually i haven't blogged in ages.
So my weeks been goods, got alot of assesments and exams over and done with, proud with the majority of them. Just two more assesments to hand in and my week should be complete.

So yesterday night went with Susan and Janie to Geoffys 19th birthday!
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY GEOFFMAN! we hope you enjoyed the scrumbshis cake =).
Arrived after dance auditions and i had to get changed in a 'moving' car. Funniest experience ever, and i have to say i practically enjoyed it. =) Shall repeat that act again some other day. Lols.
We arrived and i saw the cases of alki and bottles of spirits, gee someone was planning to get pissed drunk on their birthday aren't they!?

We ate, and then around 9ish 10 WAS about to bring out the birthday cake until i realised I forgot to bring the candles rofl! And that was probably the whole idea of a suprise birthday cake in the dark!! Lols. Job NOT well done. =(
So Bill drove us to go get the candles we went all around Canley Vale, Canley Heights and then to Cabramatta ! Where i desperately needed to pee but had to hold it in, and then Bill suggested to drive back to the party and ditch Susan and Janie for my piss. Cause he didn't want me to piss on his seat? Fag. Like brother i must say =)
Well got the candles and headed back to the party, where Susan,Janie,Tony and I sat in a crowded corner and lit the candles on the cake up, mind you holding and squating really is tiring.
Brought the cake out and suprising i thought Geoff saw it coming, guess the dumbass didnt. We had a cake fight, of course i started it, i deserved that icing in my ear! Thanks freakn Zan!

Anyways that's it for today im tired, overall the night was a well off night, goods not bad =)
Laters Aligators.

2006-06-03T01:04:00.000+10:00

blogger; susan
msn; currently away
itunes; off

boy + girl = relationship

okay ! this is a simple equation of how the relationship kicks off .. well there is other equations like girl and girl or boy n boy but jst for today its girl and boy .. my question is wuts the equation to a healthy relationship ? love ? trust ? attraction ? and truss me dere are many other factors .. i may not be the perfect person to answer this buh i know enough well da basics aniways .. i would say many people would agree when i say a relationship needs at least one key ingredient ' love' and most definetely not be only based on lust buh many get these two confused lettin lust gettin in the way of love .. misleadin them to believe they love their partner when really wen u minus the lust what do u get ? NOTHING , ZILCH ! if this eqaution refers to anyone out there i must say its a wise decision to rethink what u have ..
when we're in a relationship how do we define love without lust gettin in the way ? and most importantly how can we identify when a relationship is based on lust ? well first of all we gotta noe the difference ..

love n. A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.

lust n. Intense or unrestrained sexual craving.

indeed dictionary.com is wise LOL .. what is my meanin to these two strange words i hear u ask ? well lets jst say dictionary.coms got more experience to noe the real meanin more than me ROFL ! by now you wulda figured lifes jst lyk a mathematical equation add the positves and minus the negatives so we jst gotta figure which is which .. the answer to my question 'whats the equation to a healthy relationship ?' isnt it obvious by now ?! well ill jst let you figure it out ;)

2006-06-02T22:59:00.000+10:00

blogger; janie
msn; susan.melynda
itunes; gonna tell everybody - christina millian

It's a friday night, a pretty ugly and uber cold Friday! The rain is making me woozy like literally, I feel all 'high' and 'light' at the same time if thats even possible. Why is it when it rains everyone's all gloomy and tired? SUMMER where are you?!? Awww life's so cruel sometimes. Ok so maybe I'm just been a drama queen but seriously I don't know how much more I can take of this. I hate hate hate this weather, so depressing in its own way. Some people consider this weather "sleeping" weather, but I reckon its just plain old sad.

Gosh, lately I've been deprived of shopping and spending due to the lack of money. I am broker than a Kings Cross hooker infested with Aids and Hepatitis alphabet. Throw in some syphilis and maybe you'll see where I'm at :(. Someone please feed me money already, poor me hasn't purchased anything worth mentioning since....that's how long it's been! *cries and drowns self with self-pitty*. I've been considering whether I should return to work but then the manager refuses to roster me anymore since I'm a tad bit too old now, stingy people!

Anyways, I'm over and out! I'm only blogging because Susan's ognna chop me tomorrow if I don't :(

2006-05-31T22:30:00.000+10:00

blogger; melinda
msn; tony
WindowsMedia; Joey Moe - My Last Serenade

This is my favourtie song at the moment so good! i LOVE it =)
So today was very cold, but not cold as tuesday *shivers.
It's first day of winter tomorrow! Is everyone excited?! i know i am =) Just first day of winter and im sick already. I have the coughs and it's killing me, cough and cough until my brains are about to burst out of my nostrils rofl.
Stressing, so many assesments to complete by next week, yet so little time. I'm procastinating i can't be bothered to continue with my economic assesment and i know i know thats bad!
Also typing out some notes for our business exam this upcoming Monday. *Sigh.

Just something random on my mind.
I't funny how when you try not to think you think, but when you try and think, nothing comes up. I've gone through many days without thinking. And suddenly, at times some random moments just pop up in my head, and this leads me to futher thoughts about decision i've made in the past, things i've done wrong or taken for granted.
Today, a sudden thought of Vii popped up in my head. I started to think about her passing, wondering how it would feel losing a close friend, a daughter, and a sister. I coulndt keep my mind at ease. And it's just weird to me, how like i'll just sit there and for a whole entire week i'd have no worries at ALL, and in one sudden moment? Anything possible, a minor problem could just pop up in my head and then i'll get worked up over it. Maybe i do over analyse things alot? Or, i dont know. Something seriously wrong with my head ROFL.
Yeh, anyways that's just where my state of mind belongs to at the moment. Over and OUT.

2006-05-29T18:25:00.000+10:00

blogger; melinda
msn; appear offline
WindowsMedia; JoJo Ft BowWow - Baby It's You (Remix)

Wow, only a few more days until winter hits us!
So everyone grab your scarves and warm clothing and layer yourself in loads of long sleeve shirts and jackets!
Winter, the best weather to snooze in =)/
I chopped it!! My hair is like, short short short nows =). Pretty odd, i went for the extreme it's all in my head now. I just need to get used to the length.
When i flick my hair now it's like a little umph! ROFL. That's it. No long wavey length to it ..
Well, finally i am able to use hair product on my hair. Wake up early morning to use wax spike it! YES mwahah! JOKES! spike my hair get lost? It's just the messy sex hair loook =D x1000

So today was my first lesson in Photography. And i have to admit it's a very productive subject and i recommend it to others whom doesn't like maths like, mwa =).
I like photography and i can't wait till i start taking self portraits, and portraits of my friends =).
I shall make a BIG collagfe, memories of '06+07' So that by the time i finish year 12? There should be heaps of photos to remind me of the fun days =)
Anyways the week ahead for me is busy busy busy. Next week is full of assesment tasks and exams =(. No one likes that do they but hey! getting closer to finishing off this year! WOOHOO.
So i will outline my week nows.
Friday2nd - English Listening class assesment
Monday5th - Business Assesment Exam/Photography Assesment Due
Thursday8th - Economic Assesment
Friday9th - Economic Oral Assesment
Like i said, BUSY BUSY BUSY!!
I'm off to continue on with my economic assesment! =)

2006-05-28T15:39:00.000+10:00

blogger; susan
msn; currently on busy
itunes; unfaithful- rhianna

I adopted a cute lil' emo fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

ever wondered wut u may have looked lyk b4 u entered this world? well eres an insight on wut we wuldve looked like .. LOL guess whos who ?

if u hadnt guess highlight below .......
============> melinda ; susan ; janie HAHAHA !!

2006-05-28T13:11:00.000+10:00

blogger; janie
msn; susan
itunes; 2 the dance (dj duro remix)

you know how people say, oh you never know, my life is like a rollarcoaster, I've been through the worst...and so on and so forth. So maybe they have. Thing is, some of them think they're the only ones, not because they're crazy but cos they think they've been through the worst that the worst could possible be.Step one; you haven't been through the worst You could say you went to hell, met the devil and come back to life and still might still be the worst.

You know its so annoying and difficult and emotionally disturbing to compromise or talk to people who are stubborn, have an attitude problem and are astonishingly inconsiderate. To make it worse they tell you they only act the way with you. Well thanks, it's not like that's going make people hate you, it'll only make you hate yourself and make others hate themselves.

It's so annoying when people won't explain anything, are self-centred and don't emphasis. There's nothing you can't tell a close ne about, the only thing they'll do is help you. There's no way you can deal with things alone, its just stupid. Espeically if the stuff you're dealing with is in relation to another person who should know about this stuff. The longer you leave it, the more the situation gored from right to wrong, and then the more confusion when everything is wanting to be over.

trust n. firm belief in the reliability, truth, or strength etc. of a person or thing.

It's so hard not to contradict yourself. Well, entirely. Same as hypocrits. Alright, you get to a line where you're a hypocrit for been immorral or whatever eg. you say you won't go out because your parents forbid you yet your intentions still tel you to sneak out anyway. That kinda thing. But hey, everyone's a hypocrit if you think about it, like i said..everyone contradicts themselves.

Anyways yesterday went to watch X-men with the girls and considering that half of us were dead tired, we practically fell asleep! overall the movie was 'alright' but the storyline was predictable, poor Kathy didn't know what the hell was going on! LOL. Met up with Trung and Viet and ended up walking in and out of PC countless times, not to mention missing the nightride bus TWO times so we all ended up getting home at 2.30, grrr!

hmmm i feel so good today. oh wait now i feel bad, concerning economics assessment and business exam. Haven't started and there all due next week :( . oh my! did i mention i finally watched episodes 17-21 of Prison Break and HOLY MOLY i was literally pissing my pants when i was watching it, it was so gripping! don't you rekon Wentworth Miller look funny with hair? LOL.

Well I am off, can't wait for tonight! wonder what the big brother twist is...hmmmm ( MICHAEL IS HOT HOT HOT). oh yer, good job Susan, about time you conributed, LOL! nah jokes my love, the layout looks sexilicious :)

2006-05-27T22:22:00.000+10:00

blogger; melinda
msn; Kim,Eddy,Michelle&Simon
LimeWire - nothing

Boy oh boy am i happy tonight!
Spent 6 and a half hours shopping with Lani todays at Paramatta! And we we're walking in heels, litreally my toes felt like they were about to just break off. But then iw orked along with the pain therefore it got numb after lols.
So we bought heaps and heaps! My winter wardrobe? Is COMPLETE!
Two sweaters, Yellow&Navy. Military jacket, those half body jackets i dont know how to explain it. It's like a cardigan? ROFL. BEADS?! and MORE accesories!
I also ... CHOPPED MY HAIR!!!
Oh my lord! it's sooo, unique? Well actually to SOEM people they think that there's no difference. But to me theres heaps of difference!
Got to Cabra at like around 5? because LANI! dragged me litreally 4 or 5 times around the WHOLE of Paramatta -_-' shopaholic indeed!
After cutting my hair Myku&Daniel came by to visit. They saw my hairy cut and they saw me =). I know beautiful i am aren't i Daniel ? rofl.
They mistakened me for a 18yr old -_-'. Did i look that hot today? ayyee? ROFL jks.
Well, after caught a train home Lani's mum drove me back to Susan's walked out got pizza and then Eddy came to pick Susan&I up and we went to Canley Vale ' Blue Heaven'.
Saw Raymond there and haven't seen him in ages =)/
Ate yummy ice cream, and that brown jacket guy ruined my night. Freaking30/40 yr old *shivers*
How can you even have the nerves to pick up someone younger then you? ROFL. ewwww
So Susan finally changed the layout to our site! THANK THE LORD!
It's sexy man dw dw GOOD JOB!
anyways im tired now .. lols
Laters Aligators. =)

2006-05-27T03:36:00.000+10:00

blogger; susan
msn; thong
itunes; time to grow- lemar

out with the old and in with the NEW !

well its currently jst past 3:3O a tad bit on a saturday . since i culdnt sleep i decided to change da layout coz janie and mel actually janie mainly has been whingin n complainin abt how old and borin our layout was . well guess wut ?! i did it for u babes in a matter of 2 hrs ? pretti good stuff aye ?! n dis tym i actually lyk da layout unlyk dat fugli one u chose last tym janie !! aniways dnt u dare complain abt dis one or ill be forced to kick ur ass bitch, dnt hate buh appreciate ! aniways i can hear my bed callin my name

gudnyts

2006-05-27T00:56:00.000+10:00

blogger; melinda
msn;david, john&david
LimeWire - Babyface - Drama,Love&Relationships

Well, i should really be asleep at this hour. Cause i'm kinda drowsy yet im reluctant to climb into my warm bed and just doze off.
What am i doing up at this hour? Well, was actually just going to check my email until the mother and my two brothers Hong&Van, gave me that educational good for you lecture. ' All we really ask from you is, do well in school get a good job'. But then again, isn't that like a basic want from every asian family? Doesn't or most asian families ask that of their child?
From the words spoken from them, they make it almost easy that you can graduate with a few hours of hard studying. But what they don't know is in the 21st century everything has changed. There are so much more distractions and so much more drama in ones life then JUST hitting the books to succeed and ensure yourself in a good future. They think that banding me and restricting me from every social related thing in my teenage life is really going to help me? Really, that has failure written all over it.
Anyways, the only way i can really prove myself is to succeed and get high marks in school nowadays. There is no easy way out of all this.

So! onto another topic. Just read Daniel's blog. His so called 'The Book Of Love'.
I expect him to publish that soon or in a few years time. Though i don't think every fact or some of his opinions in the blog is correct. But hey the cons and pos's of his lessons we're quite interesting.
However i strongly agree with Daniel's so called three types of guys.
- Nice guy
- Bad guy
and the Wise guys.
Bad guy's are the most dominant. It's so hard to just find those Nice guy's or Wise guy's nowadays. Basically from the mistakes i have made and lessons i have been taught by my wiser elders. Nice guys are always the ones that want something in return. Wise guys are the boring yet the smart one. The one's that are too much on the safe side, scared of taking risks. And the bady guys, oh boy. Their bad yet we can't get enough of them? We know their dickheads yet theres something that draws us into their evil side.
Life is full of obstacles, and full of strange things.
As we experience all this some of us may ask why is it that we know the guy isn't right for us yet we still hold on? or theres that part of us where we just can't forget about them. Its the evilness in them i tell ya. You can hate them, i know i have. You can take them for granted for your heart being broken into millions of pieces, and i've had my fair share of that too.
But never can you keep yourself away from them forever. It's a matter of time that you will fall into the habit and get yourself in the game.
Guys may think girls are weak, but one thing that men/boys/guys need to be informed on in life. Some say that WOMEN are the deadliess creatures in the world. It's funny some of the powers us women have ' some' that is. Thats IF you know and are smart enough not to give it away. So i've been taught, ' an actual smart lady wont give away or let a man know how smart she is' wonder why? Because then if you DO you'd be giving your game away.
And i see at the end of Daniel's blog, it says ' you see girls are dumb? '
Really? are we?
From my opinion. We see more then what you 'bad boys' think we do. We know your game. As soon as we hook up with you, as soon as something starts going on, even the slightest small reason of why you didn't pick up our phone calls, why you didn't return our messages? We know what sort of guy you are, we know what sort of game your tryna pull. Some choose to let it flow because they defend the guy, they dont want to admit that the guy is a bad boy and is only in it to break your heart and ditch you after what his come for what he wanted. But however, some girls realise what is going to happen and thus this is when she steps her game up. And here you have a challenge. A girl who know's what shes doing and whens the right time to do it. Now for you? Thats a smart girl!

2006-05-25T20:28:00.000+10:00

blogger; melinda
msn; geoff,carol&david
LimeWire - Chris Brown Ft Wayne - Gimme That (Remix)

French Tip nails so are not made for someone like me.
I have no delegacy or elegance at ALL! I am partially hopeless with keeping my nails intact, and not runing the french tip!
ARGH! bothers me that i can't keep my french tip nails nice and whole for a week?! That's pathetic!! Anyways, random moment sorry blog readers (:

School was cool today! -_-' not.
Got our reports back, lols and im not suprised that Susan,Janie and I got almost close to the same comments about getting distracted easily in Economics. For that fact that us three all sit on the same side of the room and tables! It's like chit chat away for us in that class. Lols
Today was a pretty random day of school, nonetheless pretty normal. Until after year meeting the Susan,Janie and I walked our way to Economics. And to our amazement saw a substitute followed up by Susan commenting or questioning? ' Is that our teacher for today? ' and I replied, MOST likely. So Sussans like ' I dont wanna go class then' Janie then says 'Same' and I also agreed. So us three half walked into class and did a full lap in a circle and walked out of the class room.
So which means, we finished school at like noon? 12ish?
Two periods of school and we we're off to Cabramatta for Susan to cut her fringe. And it's nice.
Now im planning to chop my hair totally! Oh my lord! we pigged out soo much today! cleaned our plates at the restaurant and the meal was scrumbshis! and after that was off to BREADTOP!!! omg!! they sell the YUMMIEST freakn bread ever! They also make it very presentable! 10/10 from mel!
After pigging out we lapped it around Cabra shopping and i lord YES! i got to see RedLea guy (:x100 ! Janie says he looks like a PIGLET! bitch! better then Nitrogen guy ! fucking bald shit! ROFL!!
ANYWAYS! SHOULD I CHOP IT OR NOT?! NEED A CHANGE!!!

2006-05-25T18:03:00.000+10:00

blogger; susan
msn; janie&eddy&geoff
itunes; sneekpeak- fatman scoop ft chingy

so tired ! well lets see wuts been happenin in my lyf ? not much ! buh i gotta say dis weeks gone by so fast n it was pretti hektic .. tuday finally got my fringe cutted ! YESS ! it looks ok i guess ? not use to it yet LOL .. well got my report bak n i gotta say im satisfied wif it .. not happi buh satisfied buh satisfied is NOTTT enough >< bettah den last yrs one .. last yr i had lotsa developins buh dis yr i dnt =D .. nxt term im aimin for mainly highy developed ! lets jst hope i will succeed ..
im so broke now dat its not funni ! bought 2 tops dis week .. a red n dark grey hooded sweater from vibe on tuesday and tuday a black n grey long sleeve .. deyre both so hot >< i wuld say im satisfied buh realli im not .. im still in need of a blak handbag ! tomoro got dentist and its been nearly half a yr since ive been bak dere ! since janie n mel loves me so much deyre gonna come wif me =)
im so sleepy now i fink im gonna go hab a nap and den wake up to do sum hw ..
ta taaa !

love always susan ..

2006-05-23T18:22:00.000+10:00

blogger; melinda
msn; caroline&anthony
LimeWire; nothing

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HURRY BEFORE TICKETS ARE SOLD OUT!

2006-05-20T22:25:00.000+10:00

blogger; melinda
msn; susan
Limwire; nothing

I am ONE satisfied girly girl!
I didn't buy so much today but i suuure paid off my SEXY heels!!!
Omg!! i just LOVE them!! Their so glam! =) X10000000!! Haha.
I also go my Cream caramel three quaters that i wanted! and a white tank top =).
Pretty pretty pretty! hehee.!!
I wore my heels today, and it gave me blisters =) but as i kept repeating to Susan! Beautfy for PAIN! rofl!
Apologies to Helen, for Susan and I can't make it to your birthday bash tonight. But we know you'd be having a blast!
Anyways im off now, quick entry for tonight
ps; my heels are seexxxxxxxx!!!! =)=)=)=)=)!!

2006-05-19T20:57:00.000+10:00

DOES ANYONE WANT TO SEE MY MASSIVE BRUISE?! =D ..
haHAha! it's red with green all over it, painful i must say :(
blogger; melinda
msn; janie
LimeWire; Metro City Ft Mary j Blige - Be Without You Part2

So FINALLY it's a Friday!
Looked forward for this day all week, yet nothing is happening tonight. Nothing interesting but to stay home and watch the Friday Night games.
Brothers and The Parents are all out!
Anyways, just a quick blog tonight, only because I'm feeling abit neglected by my parents cause they left me without even telling me where they went.
BooHoo, :(. Well, apologies to Geoff! Us three MB'S couldn't make it to your social bbq tonight. But we know you all will be crying in misery suffering without us (: mwahah
So, this week was filled with drama's drama's drama's. Well, maybe not as bad as i seem to mention it, but the past however did catch up with me again. And funny how it caught up with me in a matter of four days? So if it's a matter of four days, does that count as 'the' past?
All i know is, we seem to get along more now then when we did before. I miss you and all yes. But, to contemplate my feelings again. It's so very, i don't know.
I'm just tired, tired of having to accept things and admit myself to knew and improved promises again. Maybe im lying to myself, and the thought or the words i said to you that night, was never meant to be said? Or was it in saying all that stuff and finally taking action upon my words that i have put on hold for so long, end up to be something good? Something that might benefit both of us. I guess thats for the future to withhold.
But whatever the future is holding for you, me and maybe us. I hope .. well, actually i am not one to hope anymore, only to find my hopes will end up bailing me out now. So no hopes for me (:
Anyways Punk`d, here i coommmee!
ps; can't wait to get my heels tomorrow!!, im excited! my heels are SEXX! with the double X!! x)

2006-05-17T15:08:00.000+10:00

blogger; janie
msn; no-wun, STUDYIN!
itunes; turned off

this is the second time i've started to blog in the last week or so. there is nothing really to say, except i just looked in the mirror and am looking quite old. or older (LOL) .this is one of those blogs that is about nothing, that everyone has so sorely missed. it isn't a recount and it isn't short. okay it'll probably be short. okay very very short...

i am angry at some people *shakes head*, but it is all okay because i have a cd with angry songs/sad songs. what a great idea, my mood mixes. except half of it is because of legals, which is killing my poor brain cells!

I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

Everytime I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be... a murderer

I've had that stuck in my head for the whole day, unfaithful - rhianna ( a must download!)

this entry was pointless. okay i am driving myself crazy. completely and utterly crazy.

2006-05-17T13:03:00.000+10:00

TEAM NEWGENS OWNS PHAMS!

it's theoretical, nguyens dominate the population.

so you can run from us now...

but sooner or later...

WERE GONNA HUMP YOU!

2006-05-17T12:26:00.000+10:00

blogger; melinda
msn; currently on busy
windowsMEDIA; Notorious B.I.G Ft P.Diddy,Nelly&Jagged Edge - Nasty Girl

It's Wednesday and I'm suppose to be at school, but since today our school is having some traditional Public Education Day, that they have every single year. Basically, everyone i know is currently at home. And if their in my Legals Studies class, we are ALL attempting to study and revise as much as we can to sit our first examination tomorrow morning. Goodluck to all i have to say. (:
Anways, my weekends we'rent so productive i have to say.
Saturday, went out withthe family in the morning for Yum Cha at Bankstown, for an early Mothers Day beakfast. Then soon after went to Cabramatta with Lani, to get my nose ring and Lani's tongue ring changed. Must i say, it hurt more when they changed it then it did when they pierced it. After coming back from Cabramatta, Lani & I went to bankstown, where i lay-byed my heels! 65$ to pay now . (: They are SEXX with the double X!
Then got home and Tony,Geoff,Bill,Myku,Daniel&friend came to pick Susan and I up to go with the boys and girls cruising and oh boy was there alot of cars, heard there was like, 10? or someone near that double digit lols. We cruised our way to Rockdale and oh my lord La Perouse!! The one place i wanted to go to soo badly, but it was a pity we went at like 12am?! La Perouse, the place known for the most beautiful sunset ! I want to see that sunset!!
Came home, and the night ended with dramas, but it's slightly abit over now.
Sunday wasn't so productive. Woke up at noon, recieving a phone call from Miss shorty (Janie)
to go city with Myku,Geoff&Susan. For the Myku's haircut and the girls retail therapy.
I didn't end up going, due to some 'difficulties' i rather not speak of it. So Myku,Geoff& Susan ended up coming to my place for about half an hour.
Then off to city they went. Soon after i left to go cabra with brother Hong and niece Jennifer, Met Daniel there. Then home later. Myku,Geoff&Susan stopped at my place, the boys stood and talked for abit and dropped off Susan at my place cause the idiot forgot her keys.
And yes, that was my weekends. A few things happened on Monday, after your phone call&txt message. And i don't know. We do get along abit better now. But question is, what's going to happen after all this?
I'm off to studying now. Fingers crossed I will at least memorize two or at least three pages of my written notes (:
Laters Aligators.

2006-05-16T19:03:00.000+10:00

blogger; susan
msn; geoff&eddy
itunes; back of the club- mashonda ft game

its tuesday ! n unoe wut dat means ? 3 more days til weekends LOL . well actually 2 since im not goin skool tomoros coz deres sum public education bs . ok so lets recap wuts happened in my weekend ? it was a good weekend spent wif da bois n girls ..

saturday; well stayed home all day playin tetris ROFL .. i was so bored >< and den at nite da boiz came to pick us girls up n we went cruisin .. dere was so mani cars it was lyk wowww ! LOL . dere was lyk 6 ? 8? i dernos countless n den we went rockdale where da guys did sum rounds n yerh .. got home quite early ? well dats wut my mum sed xD ..
sunday; OMGSH ! a big fat retail therapy made susan one happy n satisfied girl as she crosses da 2 IMPORTANT items off her list haha !! while me n janie went to splurge our money myku was gettin his hair cut accompanied by geoff .. i came home wif my boots n bardot jeans addin up to 320$ n janie went home wif da heels dat shes been droolin ova for da past few weeks .. so we both are happy girls =) geoff n myku made our day bettah by holdin our bags .. fanks guys HAHA such gentlemanz ..not onli was myn janie myku n maybes geoffs day completed buh also my mums .. she came home wif a big fat smile on her face as she walks thru da door wif da flowers i got delivered to her work =)
well wut more can i ask for ? great weekend spent no doubt abt it .. !

and before i leave ..

HAPPY LATE SWEET 16TH BIRFDAY HELEN !!

ur finally leagal now * wink wink *

2006-05-14T10:56:00.000+10:00

blogger; janie
msn; susan. myku
itunes; what hurts the most - monica

i knew i was going to regret not studying in the holidays. as proven this week - people who stay home and study always win. i did not attempt to study economics until the night before - where i was dead sick tired. i drank countless cups of tea in the attempt of pulling an all nighter - BUT it jst made me drowsy and i fell asleep at 11:30. i think its worse because of the fatigue i've been experiencing from late nights of playing tetris and the cold season, some would call it a double "whammy" ey! so i forced myself to wake up at 6. it was good - i had 1 1/2 hours to learn two chapters of the economics course -_-". and then..thankfully everything i studied WAS in the test but it was more like.. easier than expected? poor me over-studied. grrrr!

but hey, i gotta admit this school isn't just 'another' highschool . the conduct of the students is great. all the students are smart so they don't have time to muck around or intimidate other students. what do i make of it? great! i seriously love it. everyone has time for everyone. no one is insensitive. its like the PERFECT world i've always imagined rolled into one. i LOOK forward to going to school everyday and enjoy studying hard.(ahem! LOL). i love the feeling of being pushed but hate the over stress. of course there are days where im dying to go home and sleep or get nutrition, but even so, by the time im there, im too happy to want to leave. people just make my laugh and smile at the most little things. i think i end up smiling all day. =D two weeks has past, i look forward to school yet i hope year 11 and 12 will be over and done with so i can move onto bigger and better things!

anyways yesterday had a pretty interestin night with the boys and girls but I'll let Melynda and Susan elaborate since I'm a tad bit lazy. oh yer,

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!

<3 you heaps!! anyways better jet, gottah go buy mum her flowers ;)

2006-05-12T21:57:00.000+10:00

blogger; melinda
msn; susan&david
windowsMEDIA; nothing

It's a Friday, finally.
And i am bored, i am very bored. Been locked up in my room watching Sweet Home Alabama, and oh boy that's a good movie. But during that time that i was locked up in my room along with the 5 days that i've been neglecting the net.
I'm not saying i haven't been online at ALL, but i've cut down and im proud =).
Well, back to what i was originally saying, i think it's about time i step up and finally voice my thoughts.
I've been thinking of this decision for way too long, it's taken ages to process, and im just immune to the pain and the consequence now. It's true some of the things Susan says, and it's funny how she could be so accurate. It's true, maybe my expectations were abit too much for us to take. And everything that i expected from us, all ended up to be false hope?
Lols, ahh enough of this. Cold as steel worthless spending time talking about all this now.

Farrrrout!, how long have i've been waiting for the OC and yet Myku that faggot still hasn't burnt it for me yet! Talk about a friend -_-'. DOES ANYONE OUT THERE?! have THE OC?!
I have to watch it man!!, farout can't take this waiting any longer!
Anyways, i'm off for now. Laters Aligators.

2006-05-11T20:02:00.000+10:00

blogger; susan
msn; currently on away
itunes; currently off

HOW GOOD DOES IT FEEL !? economics exam down .. and another billion to go ! xD .. welps lets see considerin i rote out my notes n read it for lyk wut 5 mins ? da exam went pretti well i reckon and fanks to my baby janie for helpin me out .. i fink i got to da point where janie asked me lyk 10 tyms of da same question in a row n im still lyk err .. i can tell she was on da verge of rippin out every strand of her hair .. LOL after our exam us newgens celebrated by headin to da ct for sum retail therapy .. too bad janie left her keycard at home haha ! n me .. dnt make me start >< i cannot stop finkin abt dose sxc pointed boots * drools * ive neva seen sumffink more beautiful .. 180$ SO WORTH MY MONEY .. buh dey didnt hab my size ! * cries * i fink im gonna go bak n ask if i can order it .. ITS SO HOT ! cannot stop finkin abt it .. stupid janie made me try it on n now im lyk toally obsessed oh wellz .. and after shopped around n bought my chem txt book for tutor .. we muss do dis every 2nd thursday buh in a different area haha !
currently so bored rite now .. im gonna dl a game since im lyk bored outta my brains n den wait for geoffy to go online n get my code ROFL ! tuday shall be relaxation day .. no work wut so ever and spend my nites on GAMES GAMES GAMES .. fck i fink im turnin into a game addikt ROFL ! tetrisss ! dat shits addictive haha xD ..
well im gettin hungry now .. latahs =)

love always susan ..

2006-05-06T22:16:00.000+10:00

blogger; melinda
msn; lani&leng
windowsMEDIA; Avant Ft Nicole - Lie About Us

So most people are probaby at Fantasia now!
Well, hope its a whole heap of fun for you all.
Anyways, my day started off by recieving a wake up call from Leng -_-' .
Actually more like a early morning wake up lecture from the mother, yapping on about why i missed out on school on Friday, and the excuse that i was sick was just simply not good enough. So yup!
After that, many attempts to doze off, back to my sleep. However Tracey my sister calls, then after that Mr Leng calls! My apologies to you Leng, that i couldn't help you with the starlight foundation campaign or charity event today.
Woke up, showered, dressed blah blah. Then hopped on net and had my early morning or should i say noon dose of .... GAMES! =)
May i say, i beat Tony today, in the final showdown and the feeling is oh so unbelievable!
After rushing myself with the games, my father drove me out to Bankstown station and then Lani and I trained it to Cabramatta for Lani to get her tongue pierced *gasps* =O
Well, well, so we walked to John St straight away our FIRST plan was to pierce her tongue so she'd get it over and done with! And while she was piercing her tongue, i was considering whether i should pierce my nose or not.
But omg! the piercer guy si so hot! *drools!
So after Lani pierced her tongue, all i could see was red! blood *shivers, then soon after i hoped on the chair and pierced my nose. Didn't realy hurt that much. Was just a tinglish feeling.

Met up with Tony and Geoff soon after, they we're getting their haircuts oh how cute. So i decided to cut my fringe as well =). I look like a freakn nerd. The lady stuffed it up, not a satisfied customer!
After we we're done with the hairdressers, went to eat Maccas, and then the boys drove us to Myku's house where Geoff,Tony,Myku and I just plainly versed eachother in Tectris. Lols.
And we all plaued pool tp kill time. Waiting to pick up the other guys for Fantasia.
So we left Myku's house at 6ish to pick up the guys, and they dropped Lani and I home.
And now, im blogging (: , btw, have fun at Fantasian Janie, Helen and the boys.

Quick note, funny how your not close to someone and that you know them off a friend.
But when you talk to them, it's like your closer to them then you are with your friend. Weird huh.

2006-05-05T12:36:00.000+10:00

blogger; melinda
msn; myku,tony&mark
windowsMEDIA; UngHoangPhuc & HAT - Anh Khong Muon Bac Cong Voi Em

So, it's a Friday.
And im currently at home when i'm supposed to be at school. Well it's only cause caught the winter's flu.
Oh boy it's been so very cold lately.
3 days of school already, and the terms started off alright i must say. Not as much work as i expected, but probably give it a another week or two into the term and the teachers will be spamming us with assesments and assignments!

Ahhh! hate being sick, i've got the WHOLE entire package!
Soar throat, headache every now and then, sneezing non stop, runny nose and coughing like a hound!
I can't explain the shitty feeling im exposed to at the moment. The feeling of being ill, and not wanting to go anywhere or do anything.

Thanks to Susan, i am now not only addicted to MSN, but i am always a game addict now. (:
The gang, lols computer game freak gang now i guess. It's always those usual nights where we all get add into one massive convo with about 7 people in it, and everyone partners up versing eachother in jippii at Tectris. Is that sad or what? But suprisingly it kills a whole heap of time! (:
Geoff, geoffman geoffman lols! I love versing him, cause i know i shall never lose! Tony is the master in which Susan and Janie can only attempt to defeat him, where as i'm too easy lols.
Myku, his the same as tony. He beat Tony! so cross HIS name off the hit list! Tung? never have versed him. Daniel? same, his more into his 'counterstrike', lols typical boy of an asian enthicity.

Ahh, i need to keep myself occupied before i go nuts off my balls! (:
I shall attempt to go kick some ass at Tectris now. For now? see you later <3 from games addict (:

2006-05-02T18:24:00.000+10:00

blogger; susan
msn; janie&myku
itunes; story of my life- frankie j

"what do you do when ur water runs dry, when your green and your blues turn in black and white.."

currently im so cold .. jst woke up from an afternoon nap =) im still in holidai mode man ! sleepin at 5 in da mornin n wakin up at 12 in da arvo, oh i miss dat .. well i guess skool started tuday n i had to wake up early in da mornin for da stupid early ext class ! damnit ! LOL and made it worst janie got me moved ! stupid bitch .. all she does is talk talk talk and gets me in trouble ! LOL ! after skool went banks n mel got her banana loaf shit n we met alan royce n adam which we habnt seen for quite sum tym xD LOL talked to dem abit had an awkward moment .. sum fings are not meant to be brought up, buh i guess ppl dernos wen to not bring fings up at an unappropriate tym .. aniways yep after shopped abit janie bought sum stuff lyk dat lil impulse shopper she is i swear she needs a chain to her neck from preventin her to goin in certain shops xD ..

currently im behind a flood load of maths hw and chem hw not includin i gotta rite my eco notes buh on da brite side my legal exam has been moved til nxt week =D ! so happi .. buh at da same tym disappointed in myself =( .. i saw my english exam ! ><" i got all fckn satisfactory n one competent lyk wtf man i worked my ass off in english n got As for my hws buh i guess dats not even inuf for one highly competent, fckn bs i swear .. jst bcoz i dnt fckn participate in class .. i bet da teachers in it for me !

love always susan ..

2006-05-02T16:58:00.000+10:00

blogger; melinda
msn; no-one
windowsMEDIA; GOD - The Road

So!, first day of school for most peoples.
How was it in total everyone? Good? Bad? Boring? Exciting?
Well, summing up my day i guess it wasn't that bad?
Though there was not much to look forward to todays lessons. Nothing exciting, besides the chit chat with the girls.
Caught up with everyone and discussed overally what we all did for our holidays, how boring it was or what a ball we had. (:
I must say, my holidays this time round has been a holiday WELL SPENT! Thanks to the boys (:
Yes, yes YOU boys. Lols.
Geoff, Tony, Daniel, Myku etc etc. But thankyou (: Us three had fun with you guys, and just teasing you all overall (: ahaha.

Anyways, omg! this song by GOD is so damn fantastic! Thankyou Geoffman! for sending me it (:. You have good taste in korean songs like .. muah x)
Ahhh, what a tiring day it has been. Legal studies exam postponed till next week, therefore that means Economics and Legal's exam shall be on the same week. Oh boy.
This means a huge amount of effort that needs to be put into studying! Alot of writing and reading notes.
But i got to say, my stress levels has decreased now that Legals Studies exam has been postponed to next week, and therefore not having the exam tomorrow (:
I'm on happy chap!! =D!
Let's hope this term, is a successful term! full of high marks and great achievements!
Well, i shall head off now. *yawns* So damn tired, nap time for Melly! (:

2006-05-01T20:57:00.000+10:00

blogger; janie
msn; no-wun, supposedly studying
itunes; sexy - shawn desman

okay, i've started this blog entry too many times to count. i just havent been able to start writing it but i've got pimp music on, so i'm ready.

I can't believe the holdays are over. Weekends will never be weekends what-so-ever. Say hello to coffee/late nights and wave a frantic goodbye to my social life! extension maths tomorrow (in the early morning) and Legals exam second day back, WHAT MORE COULD YOU ASK FOR?

Im not ashamed to say that ive spent a good deal of the day in my room studying. i am ashamed to say, though, that after all that i still don't know a vast majority of what ive been studying about. okay you can tell im procastinating because I'm still wondering why the hell I'm stil here. I should continue revising or attempt to start reading "pride and prejudice" or actually finish all maths excercises which were all meant to be done before the first lesson.

Procastination is the devil.

who has time to learn all this stuff about the law? i need someone to just sit me down and teach me all about politics. it'd be so much easier than reading my stupid notes which I've made so complicated! argh. im tired. i dont even know how it got to 9.17pm.

bloody schoolwork. after two weeks I've still got a whole heap of stuff to do. i predict that by the end of this term I'm going to have a mental breakdown. it shall be fun actually. maybe you can all visit me when i sit in the corner of some hospital room rocking back and forth saying 'where's your world vision money, susan? melynda?where?'.

i started off in the mood to write, but lost it somewhere along the way. awww its sad. too sad

2006-04-29T23:18:00.000+10:00

blogger; melinda
msn; mikewl
windowsMEDIA; Lil Rob - Summer Nights

I never thought i'd like this song lols.
Now it gives Tung and Myku and Geoff to say i told you so to my face!
Lols, these guys we're in love with this song the last time i was in their car, but for some reason it annoyed me. However now, when i heard it last night on Jens phone, sounded better then expected and i downloaded it. It's a cool song.
So what am i doing home on a Saturday night?
Yup. I am studying (: Last minute study before we all go back to that hell hole we call 'school'.
Tony Balony called just then to invite us to go Cronulla and out of the three newgens only one went. Lols. Janie.
Ahaha, Susan is stuck at tutor, and I am stuck at home :(
Lols, i've always wanted to go to the beach at night darn them all! Go on a day that i am unable to go. Well you all smell!
Off to my books and assignments, school is my enemy! Only about 1 year left and im OUT! >=(
I dispise of you education, yet i cannot get enough of you? Hrms.

2006-04-29T13:04:00.000+10:00

blogger; melinda
msn; susan,tony&geoff
windowsMEDIA; movie Please Teach Me English. Korean

Well well, yesterday nights bbq was more fun the i expected it to be. (:
Alot of screaming,shouting and bagging eachother out. Lols.
Let's see, the day started off me being at home, getting ready to go out to Bankstown in the afternoon with Susan to shop around for some BBQ food (:
We met up with Janie, and may i say we did a PERFECT job.
Susan did a perfect job estimating for the amount of people that was there, I did i great job picking out salad (: , Janie did i a great job pushing the trolley around (:

After buying what we needed for the bbq, headed home and waited for Tony Balony to come pick us up (:
Picked us up around 6ish 7 ? Headed to Geoffs house, walked out and everyone was there, the usuals (: . Including Geoffs brother Blinky Bill! rofl
We cooked and ate and ate (: , food was scrumbshis not to mention SOMEONE stuffed up and forgot to buy bread? GEOFFMAN!!!
Highlight of the night was playing Fuzzy Buunny. AHAH! Well, Susan already blogged abit about it so i won't go on (:
But it was fun, i beat Myku =P, mwahah AND Geoff, so you all suck poo!
I drank abit more then expected, and so i went to lie on Geoffs bed inside on my own, next thing you know, everyones in there. And pulling me out to play poker. I don't recall myself playing ONE game of poker! Next time i shall play.
Anyways i'm hungry now, i shall go feast myself(:
Laters Aligators!

2006-04-29T10:14:00.000+10:00

blogger; susan
msn; currently on away
itunes; thats my word- one chance

shovin my face in hw tuday is wut i shall do =D .. im gonna dig into my books .. haha xD sum last minute hw is good * thumbs up * LOL tuday i was suppose to be workin buh since i hab shitloads of hw n got home late last nite i decided to chuck a no show, hope dey dnt get angry .. LOL !
well lets see wut i did yesterday ? stayed home da hole day den in da arvo me n mel went out to banks to buy sum meat for geoffs bbq at nite n we met up wif janie .. did i mention us girls are so good at estimatin !? we bought inuf meat for abt 12 ? 13 ? ppl .. so we deserve a pat on da bak ! den after bought da food salad n shit we headed bak to my place n waited for old man tony to come pick us up n wen he did, off we go to geoffys ! LOL .. da nite was quite fun and da funniest part was our fuzzy bunny game ! ROFL ! old man tonys got da record of da biggest mouf, fittin 12 marshmellows in dat big hole of his ! aahaha n bill came 2nd wif 10 .. and also i muss warn all u girls hu date geoff ! u do not wanna see how he ties a snake wif his tongue xD !! buh yerh dere was yummy food + drinks =) .. da girls didn drink much .. well mel had a bit too much to drink n janie was kinda tipsy ? n me ? was damn straight! ahaha !
aniways im gonna head for my books nows ! ta ta ! =) and oh yerh a million sorries to alan+martin coz i cant make it to ur birfday tunite ><" here are sum fotos from last nite ..

hahaha ! look at mel ! shes as red as a tomatoe ! xD

love always susan ..

2006-04-28T12:37:00.000+10:00

blogger; melinda
msn; no one
windowsMEDIA; UngHoangPhuc&AnhKiet - Chang Kho Thuy Chung

Ahh, good old vietnamese music again (:
Anyways, lastnights dispute was far worse then i expected. It's probably changed our perspective on everything now, it's probably put more thoughts into yours and my's head about us.
However, even with us raging,ranting,swearing and screaming at eachother, nothings changed to me. Nothing. That's the focused problem. Nothing is changing, for better or worse nothing has and maybe will never change. Oh my do i wish it will. But however wishing is the less i can do, to make all these problems go away.
I wouldn't say it's a total waste of time, but i do say it's the lack of believing we both have.
It's true what you said and i agree, seems like we don't understand eachother anymore. What happened to our understandings before? The way we both use to know how eachother felt about something, or what we meant to say? Because it seems like everything we know about eachother now is a complete lie. Seems like we DON'T know eachother.
If i was to meet someone new, i think i'd know them more then i know you now. That's how much it's changed between us. I don't know what cause this change? But im tired from running away from the problems. It's been 1 year, regardless of the times we've seperated and came running back to eachother, soo much has occured in this 1 year of ours. And to me i'm taking into account the goods and bads, so at the moment there are far way more bad memories then good one. But the memories we shared before hand, didn't we just seem.. so .. happy?
Till this day, i don't have an understanding to what's brought us to here.
Happiness is a virtue, and im searching for it.

2006-04-27T20:43:00.000+10:00

blogger; janie
msn; melynda susan tony
itunes; gimme that (remix) - chris brown feat. Lil Wayne

abhore, abdominate, unable to abide, bear a grudge against, detest, execrate, hate someone's guts, have a hate on, loathe, recoil from, shrink from, view with horror, view with loathing, keck, revolt against, hang in effigy, rancour, dislike...

YOU!

SUSAN! ahaha nah jokes. okay, exaggeration included! =D, jsut needed to write something or else the girls were gonna chop me =(

2006-04-27T19:25:00.000+10:00

blogger; melinda
msn; susan
windowsMEDIA; em se la nguoi ra di - cam ly

There's something wrong with my freaking internet explorer!
It won't let me view OUR blog. ): That freaking sucks.!
Didn't do much today, just stayed home and watch a few last episodes of Full House.
I have one episode left until i finish the whole series (: ! I'm a happy chap!
Well, attemtped to study and i succeeded!
After studying went out to Bankstown Centro to pick up Susan from work, and also tried that Brownie Choclate dessert, New on the McDonalds Menu. Wasn't that great? Like Janie explained. Lols. Bloody nuthead?!
Walked around Bankstown and shopped abit with Susan, bought this cute pinkish top, and home we went.
Tonight is so darn boring! I'm tired and it's too cold to go out, i can't believe holidays are about to end!! Oh wells. Guess it's back to studying (:

2006-04-26T01:13:00.000+10:00

blogger; melinda
msn; david,susan,simon,mikewl,janie&mark
windowsMEDIA; Korean Drama Full House

Well, i haven't had much sleep today.
Slept at 5am lastnight, most of the night was spent awake watching Full House series =). Even though there is no subtitles it's still intresting to watch.
Woke up at 10am this morning, by a phone call from my Sister in law Trang and my niece Cathy. Showered and got dressed, then she came to come pick me and my niece Jennifer up and we went to Pho An for breakfast. No offence, but Pho An is getting shitter by the day. It just doesn't tickle my fancy anymore =)?
After having a not so scrumbshis meal, Trang drove me back home to drop off some takeaway for my mother and father, along with my starving brothers lols.
Then we we're off to Liverpool shopping centre, got there and NOTHING was open? Public holiday i guess. Maybe that's why?
So we went to Cabramatta for Trang and Jennifer to cut and wash their hairs i sat and observed. Lols.
Came home after Cabramatta and slept for about 45 minutes then got up showered, changed and off to Mounties i went for a delicious scrumbshis BUFFET! =)
I went with Hong,Son,Sui,Don & Jennifer. My brothers and his mates that is, and my niece too.
After dinner, went to play arcade games with my dear niece, whilest the boys played snooker. After mounties we went to watch Ice Age 2 at Bankstown, and may i recommend that movie to anyone who loves a great cartoon comedy! ROFL.
It was hilirious! stupid yet funny in every single way possible! God i love the sloth! ' sheesh! you put the STINK in EXTINCTION! ' rofl!!! x100000000
And now, i'm home. Tired yet won't let myself go to bed.
Guess i'm going to jet nows, to watch my korean drama. Oh gee i love it!!

2006-04-25T13:11:00.000+10:00

blogger; susan
msn; currently on away
itunes; special girl- nb ridaz

omgawssssh its tuesday already xD in exactly one week ill be bak at skool .. jst as da holidays were gettin started its nearly endin =( well wen i fink abt it ive been out alot dese holidaiz buh no highlites to go bak to skool n brag to oddas abt LOL .. aniways well FARK tudays cold eh ? i cant even feel my feet . its lyk im FEETLESS xD everyones out janies at work .. was suppose to go ct buh was lyk sooooo LAZI coz its so cold .. a day lyk dis is great for jumpin into bed n cuddlin da one u love which most likely will be my dog for tuday HAHA xD i hope da nxt couple of days wont be dis cold coz i wanna do sumffink WOW b4 my holidaiz end *tears* LOL xD i wanna do sumffink tunite ! i shall ! i will ! buh i DOUBT ! LOL .. sumone come take me outttt plzz ! im so bored .. from tomoro onwards i shall start writin my notes for my upcomin yrly exams awaitin me first week already >.<"

love always susan ..

2006-04-24T13:58:00.000+10:00

blogger; janie
msn; melynda
itunes; tatanka (technoboy remix) - GTP

first week of holidays goo0ooone!

I've really lost all track of time. I should be at stiffle's BBQ right now but plans didn't go accordingly so apology to Chris x 100000! =( grrrr!

holidays have been A to the OK! The numerous days spent with the girls have been AWESOME, I should go into detail of my weekly summary but I seriously can't remember
half the stuff I've been up to. hmm let me have a go, it's more for my benefit than yours that I write it.

Monday - what did I get up to? I'm so clueless, worked?? ( no idea!)
Tuesday - Helped my dad at the shop then basically...no idea what I did after?
Wednesday - Travelled all the way to Bankstown to meet up with the team, whilst the girls shopped around I finally got my hair coloured. We then trekked it back to Susan's and got picked up by Tony for some good old tennis! Unfortunaly I was uncapable of running around because I wassen't in the correct gear but it was all fun.
Thursday - Had a little retail therapy at the city, came home a satisfied woman but still in search of a nice and warm jacket!
Friday - Danie generously hosted a dinner party and every had a delicious feast, it was yummy-O i must say!
Saturday - Davids' 19th dress up party, rocked up and saw a robot running towards us! ROFLMAO, it was so cute! I decided not to dress up because it was too cold but regretted it in the end =(.
Sunday - Worked my ass off and yadi ya..

and today? I'm currently sitting my sorry as on the comp procasinating, I have the biggest urge to go out and meet up with the girls but can't since I'm waiting for my driving instructor...boohooo so toodly doo!!

2006-04-24T01:23:00.000+10:00

blogger; melinda
msn; currently on away
windowsMEDIA; desperate housewives

You constantly piss me off now.
These days, honestly whats with the questions?, what's it with you being nosey.
Why can't i go where i want with whom i want, does it really matter who i know there or who i don't know?
Great. Now i can't make my own decision without being questioned like as if i've done something wrong.
Sheesh Kebabs. Quit irritating me already.
I guess i shall confirm this with you, and in time i shall. But i don't want to rush anything i want you to answer to the question i've been longing for a response.

Anyways, enough about all this emo crap, watching desperate housewives, and oh gee is it getting good. =).
It's getting better by the minute, if you think the episodes they show on tv is intresting or good?, geez people just wait till the season is about to end. WATCH IT! God man.
It's like, drama after drama!
That's it im off to watch the millions of cd's Allan burnt for Susan and I. Thanks heaps mate.
And the cd's that Mikewl gave us. ALOT of movies to watch tonight x)!
Off i go nows.

2006-04-23T02:36:00.000+10:00

blogger; melinda
msn; appear offline
windowsMEDIA; i dont wanna love - Tonya Mitchell

ROFL!, how adorable Susan!
Just reading her entry makes me laugh, that girl. You are one very silly girl, don't go looking for drama and troubles my dear. Live the carefree life that you have at the moment. I most certainly would LOVE to swap lives with you =)!
Hrrms, it's verry late now and i am still awake, not able to sleep yet. Looking through some photo's and some girls are just so glamour, it makes me jealous. And here i am sitting on my fat lazy ass, getting fatter and just building up on more fod by the day. So therefore i have made up my decision to go on a diet. Not some special diet like healthy food blah blah, JUST a simple diet. Note to self? Eat less, and TRY keyword is to try and exercise more often. =)
I guess this is it.
My poor eyes are starting to hurt. =(
Off to bed for me! =). Laters Aligators. Sleeptight and don't let the bed bugs bite.
Cheers!

2006-04-23T00:40:00.000+10:00

blogger; susan
msn; mel&tony
itunes; officially missing you- tamia

tutor was such a bitch tuday ! seemed lyk it went on for ages -_- .. well yer aniways tuday i had work xD .. first tym in lyk wut ? half a yr ? ROFL felt so weird .. hardly knew anyone buh soon inuf i got along wif oddas =]=] ..

woah lookin bak at da entries i realised how emo janie n mel is ROFL .. dem n deir guy problems .. lyk GOSH get a lyf haha narh jkz .. well its my turn now ! xD .. wait actually its not an emo problem its jst me reminiscin bak at my emo problems xD ..
well i still remember wen i was still a lil lil girl abt a yr ago ! xD .. well not dat long ago .. wen i was still young n foolish .. xD aniways movin on .. around dis tym exactly a yr ago sumffink happened .. it realli opened my eyes on da real world n made me realise how much guys can fck u rite up buh also make you feel lyk da luckiets girl .. they may hab dat speshal power buh realli how long can it last ? pretti long yes u may say buh neva foreva .. well myn lasted not even a month ROFL pathetic i noe .. even tho i say i regret it i realli hafta say i muss thank you for realli openin my eyes and showin me wut i must face in dis world if i took dat step .. i remember dat nite as i jumped on da net n told mel abt da news .. i was smilin so much dat my face started to hurt ROFL .. xD i still remember da fones calls n ya di da dat came along wif da hole package n how he walked me home n uhm yerh da ress .. ROFL

love always susan ..

thank you ..

2006-04-22T16:21:00.000+10:00

blogger; melinda
msn; currently away
windowsMEDIA; pop that booty - marques houston

At home at the moment, and so bored.
Susan is working and i think at the moment Janie is studying or attempting to do her homework. lols goodluck shorty your a mad ass procastinator! =).
Wells, today was spent basically doing nothing? Stayed home ALL day. This is probably the first day or something that i stayed home a whole day in the holidays without attempting to go out, well actually i however DID attempt to go out with Janie to Bankstown to meet up with Susan and go for lunch. But that did go as planned.
Oh gee, it's cold outside so windy and breezy. Probably a good day to go strolling hrms. I wonder what i'd be doing tonight? There are parties on and i'm not going =(.
Trying my best to stay home a whole entire day to make my parents happy. However my parents are not HOME, so i guess the plan is also useless, like farout.

I've been thinking, and sometimes when your home alone there is nothing else you can do but think, no matter how much you've avoided it.
Just as much as i run away from my troubles, more troubles comeback biting me on my ass. So therefore i don't see the use of me avoiding my troubles anymore, so i guess i'd just put up with it. When one disappears or seems to have removed themself or itself from your life, another comes along the way. And at times i just ask myself, what do they want from me? I do things MY way, yet it doesn't please them. But when i question them to as what they want me to be or what they want me to do they give me the attitude like as if they dont give a damn. No offence? if you didn't give a damn at all in the beginning don't come wasting my time. My time is much more precious then your worthless thoughts about what you want. Because all you care, is appreciation amongst yourself. However i've told you countless of times, us girls show our appreciation in a different way, you still don't seem to take it into account. May i question, are you stupid? or do you just commonly lack knowledge? I see your friends are much different people's to what you've become. And that they dont do things because that want something in return, unlike you. Someone who just want it all plattered out in front of his face.

At first, you were cool, alright fun but abit weird to us. However you fitted in with us. We ACTUALLY got along. But from what i see, as time goes by people reveal themselves, and they reveal themselves in their own way. That time i actually saw you and spent the day with you along with my friends and yours, it shouldn't of happened. Because why?, because now we actually created a friendship, and on the verge of probably loosing it with your stubborness and your lack of understanding others. You want it your way, and thats why we dislike you at the moment. No offence your not all that bad, but it's just some things you say and do? It just annoys us, how can someone at the age that you are, and the past experiences you have be such an inconsiderate human being.
Probably the respect we have for you is about lower then average now. But until then the appreciation of you taking us around, is however still in existence. You dont need us to prove it or show it. Whatever for? Is it like a 'reward' to you? Or the feeling of ' oh i feel so cool' they love me? Because if that was the case? Go get yourself a new life, new image, new personality and new friends.

Oh gee. I blogged so much, and about nothing too? Sound so bitchy ahah. Well like many says the truth hurts, but it must be told =). OH by the way, i was suppose to post up a funny picture of tina & michelle from lastnights dinner! ahah look UP. at the beginning of the blog! x)!

2006-04-21T22:11:00.000+10:00

blogger; melinda
msn; david&andy
windowsMEDIA; funny tune - dj cammy

What a day has it been, woke up early at 11:30 am WHEN i slept at 5AM! gosh. so after waking up david came to pick me up and we went for lunch. bankstown is a hole to davids perspective, it is so shit he couldn't find parking even if he tried so hard. so therefore we parked near pk park, went for lunch then after that was off to the movies. watched ' She's The Man ', a very recommended movie!!!
It was just freaking hilirious!, everyone in the cinema was continously cracking up at the ridiculous things that Amanda Bynes said.And GEEE IS SHE HOT! OMG. Channing Tatum is so so HOT HOT HOT! *droools. SO IS Robert Hoffiman! farout, just staring at the guys body. omg ... i must dream about them tonight. ahah!x) nahh. thats just lame. -_-'

What a cold night it was tonight. it was freaking freezing however a good night spent out with the girls. haven't done that in a long long time. thanks to danie for shouting us our dinner tonight, since she was the one that held the dinner party.
that place wasn't as pretty as expected and sophisticated as we wanted it to be, but lets not judge a book by its cover! because the meals we're most certainly srumbshish!
we took that as an advantage and stuff our faces, no offence for girls we SURE eat alot mans! ahaha. well many luvo photos were taken on the way there, there and back =) rofl!
they shall be on this site soon i guess? photos we're taken via susan and janie's camera. many ' NEWGEN' pictures. so expect to see colourful sexy asses x). and not to mention some funny yet retarted pics just for entertainment.

thankyou to john and rabbit for giving us a lift to canterbury station, and rabbit with your on going annoyance with your freaking complaining about driving -_-'. and john for just constatnly bumping into me with your lanky skinny shoulder whilest rabbit was driving ridicusly!
so, susan and i trained it back to bankstown and then taxied it home. and here i am blogging. ahh very tired. so off to chatting =).
here are 'some' luvo pictures from tonight x)!

2006-04-21T11:20:00.000+10:00

blogger; susan
msn; tony
itunes; dance like you fuck- earl B

well its early in da mornin .. well not early ? its lyk 11 ? haha buh seems early to me coz i jst woke up xD .. spent my nite yesterday watchin dose 1982938293 billion azn videos [phim tap] hahah coz i was so fckn bored .. LOL had a lil nice cry session by myself .. haha yes i noe saddo ur probabli finkin -_- haha ! .. well lets recap da adventures i went on yesterday .. da day started off on da net coz i had absolutely nuffin to do n den on da spot me n lan decided to go for lunch =D LUNCH yes .. mMmm .. LOL n den invited john n he invited fernando .. man i shuld stop callin him fernando shuld start callin his real name [steven] LOL .. buh im so use to it nows >< deres a funni stroy behind dat name xD .. aniways john called alan as well buh he was BUSY he had bettah fings to do odda fwens to meet ! DOGASS ! LOL jkz .. mel went wif sum dude william dat day .. aniways we met up ate shopped walked around n blarh blarh blarh den coincidently we bumped into alan ;) hahah xD n yepp saw mel as well den after all dat we trained it home .. tirin day yesterday spent all my energy fightin dat fag john xD
so wuts installed for me tuday ? nuffin realli .. mite prob go to dat semi formal dinner danies holdin her shout .. shes so nice xD PPL SHULD BE MORE GENEROUS LYK HER ! LOL .. n shit >< i got nuffin to wear ROFL .. doubt ill even be half semi formal HAHAHA

love always susan ..

2006-04-21T01:40:00.000+10:00

blogger; janie
msn; tony
itunes; someday oneday - christina millian

WARNING: This is some EMO shit ( LOL!!)

I don’t know what it is. I get on my days just fine but occasionally I just feel really shit and lonely I suppose? This time around I don’t think of you or "us" as much because I know that separation was the best thing, and that there was no chance of you changing to suit the needs of a relationship.

I always thought you were one in a million but thankfully for me the population of human race is much bigger than that. The thoughts that came to my mind believing that there was still a chance between us was complete bullshit. You once again brainwashed me into thinking that I was to have belief in us - when really there's no reason for me to be with you. You always thought I "needed" you, made me feel like I was such a burden BUT you know what? I'm going to prove you wrong.

I wonder is it because of the way you constantly push me away then come running back? All those times when I was in tears and felt like my heart was going to break into a million pieces...you were never there when I needed you the most. I'm proud to say that I haven't shed one single tear since. I've seen plenty of couples go through hell and back and managed to stick together, yet even though I know there's nothing that stops us ( well actually there are certain aspects) from doing so, it was you who neevr believed in us to begin with. You don't believe in working things out. You don't believe in committment. You don't believe in change. Overall you don't unserstand what a relationship is about. I admit I've tried to at least change your perspective on various things but in the end I know I failed.

"someday oneday"

Ok i know you all proberly think I'm the queen of cynicism but don't worry it ends here, no more emo stuff i pwomise! =]

2006-04-20T20:19:00.000+10:00

blogger; melinda
msn; david,mikewl,david&leng
windowsMEDIA; nothing

yet another tiring and random day spent.
woke up at 11ish in the morning only to hear my brother ranting and raving about how i was suppose to wake him up ages ago, and i slept in -_-'. well WAKE YOURSELF UP ! god darn it.
so went out to centro bankstown, and bought his new phone. nokia 6103? uh huh.
after that it was off to meeting william at bankstown station, then went to burwood to watch scary movie 4. the movie isn't hilirious, but it was funny. not recommended though watch SHE'S THE MAN! it should be better. notice the keyword SHOULD? i didn't get to watch it farout! all the sessions we're practically sold out like what duh?
met up with susan, lani, john and fernando after walked around abit then trained it back to bankstown. and now home tired and my body is fully aching.
not in such a great mood atm. someone boost my mood up! =(
' im tired of these shits that randomly occur, im tired of YOUR shit, im tired of YOU. '
loves, melinda myanh nguyen

2006-04-19T22:19:00.000+10:00

blogger; meow
msn; leng, susan, simon&maigu.
windowsMEDIA; nothing

ahh, so tired and my foot has blisters on it.
but i must say, i great night spent on tennis boys and girls * thumbs up. im proud of little susan for learning how to play tennis and proud of my shorty janie of even CONSIDERING running for the ball. we have attemtped to defeat all our laziness. =)
well, i am stoked at the moment. so freakn tired. today wasn't all that intresting well janie dyed her hair and must I SSAY. its shmacking goorgeous!
walked back home, got ready and changed and tony balony and geoff man came to pick us up to go tennis =). thanks guyss.
played and played until everyone just got exhausted and decided to go our seperate ways, which of course meant tony balony and geoffman was stuck with us three newgens =)
dropped janie off at m'ville and off to maccas we went =). tony balony and geoffman shouted us some food. aww thanks guys yet again -_-'. lols! well i swore to god that i shall be nice to geoffman my chinese brother so i shall honour my words. NICE IT IS BOYS!
ahh, so they dropped the last of us off. which meant susan and i at home. and now i have just finished dinner and now blogging.
wells that enough for tonight. im soooo tired off to er bed? =S
loves melinda myanh nguyen

2006-04-19T21:49:00.000+10:00

blogger; susan
msn; helen&mel
itunes; officially missing you- tamia

ahh .. such a tirin day ! LOL .. jst got dropped home from tony n mr goeffy .. lets see wut we did ? .. tony n goeffy came down to pick us up n drove us sumwhere to play tennis at around 6? .. dernos where buh xD hahaha .. da team was tony n mel vsin me janie n geoffy .. which i hafta say UR SO SHIT JANIE ! GO GET SUM PRACTICE ! hahaha xD .. yepp .. n den after an hr ? da hole crew arrived ? it was derek tung daniel michael n vinh n his gf or sumffink xD n da guys moved around vsin us girls .. even tho i got called shit by michael .. i noes hes jst JEALOUS dat im so good for a first timer xD haha .. ILL TAKE U ON NXT TYM ! lol ! n den yerh ya di ya di ya .. den after we splitted n drove janie home wen she got dropped off tony n geoffy took us maccas to eat deir shout .. aww how nice ! xD .. FANKS GUYS ! nxt tym ill shout u a cone ROFL ! n yerh now im home ? i fink i need a shower .. after all dat work of sweat i muss stink buh suprinsingly i dnt ? its coz i smell nice ! =D hehe .. n oh yerh janie got her hair dyed tuday .. looks HOTTTT ! its uhm reddy brown wif blonde streaks for her fringe SMART LOOK does it so nice * thumbs up * i shuld do my hair dere on day .. xD aniways tym for a shower ..

love always susan ..

2006-04-18T18:52:00.000+10:00

blogger; melinda
msn; daniel
windowsMEDIA; nothing

well, currently at susans house and lani and susan are outside in her lounge room watching a horror movie. which i am currently NOT intrested in. im somewhat not in the mood for movie night tonight. just want a relaxing day at home i guess. and mentiong home? that is where im suppose to be in precisly 5 minutes =).
but oh wells, i shall blog about my day to prevent blogging later on tonight =).
well, my dear brother woke me up this morning at 11 ish? told me to go shower get dressed and change to go out to bankstown and eat with him then shop around for his new phone, considering he dropped his in the water whilest fishing .. idiot? =)
came home at around 2ish 3?, susan then calls and i walked out to bankstown with lani and susan=). had a most scrumshish dessert ever! banana loaf toasted with butter and green tea. *drools. susan had a nice delish banana split OH YUM! we're DEFINATELY going back there=)
and now?, movies at susans place. lanis mum brought us a deliciously homecooked russian meal =) thanks eliza.
wells,thats it im off nows=) home i go..
loves melinda myanh nguyen

2006-04-18T01:28:00.000+10:00

blogger; janie
msn; no-wun coz msn stuffed up
itunes; gallery - mario vazquez

Isn't it peculiar how sometimes a guy seems more attractive if you know the less about them? We'll drool over them from a distance, but from up close they're almost unbearable e.g their bad habits or their gross confessions. Not to mention their past experinces e.g the chicks whom they've been interested in or far worse, participated in gruesome activities. maybe some things are better left unsaid, or perhaps talking should be congested altogether.

The past four days i have been working my clean ass off to earn some money which will hopefully last me for the rest of these holidays. It sure has been tiring but I cannot wait till i walk to that atm and check my account, finally going to have a 3 digit balance in what seems like months! LOL

did i mention i am like soo currently in love with mario vazquez - gallery...BALLISIMO!! gave poor Susan and Melynda an earsore the other night singing it on the phone, BAHAHAHA :)

she's so confused, she knows she deseves more, someone who will love and adore...

Anyways I shall report back soon, but for now I'm off to bed, my msn just stuffed up on me =(

[edit] oolala, someones pushed Susan's button ..tsk tsk [/edit]

2006-04-18T00:04:00.000+10:00

blogger: susan
msn: tony;eddy;paul;helen
itunes: time to grow- lemar

hmm 12 sumffink in da mornin now .. shuld be my bed tym xD .. buh since its holidaiz deres no such fing as bed tym ! LOL .. ok well lets recap my day .. actually yesterday ? well i went para wif helen n mel n uncle which drove us dere xD we were so bored buh damn we broke bitches so we went home wif nuffin ! hahaha .. currently so bored so decided to blog a short entry .. not a long one coz i hate it wen ppl blog shitloads .. its lyk gosh get to da point already xD .. aniways movin on .. wut shall i do tuday ? nuffin i guess ? buh sumffin always seems to pop up n im outta da house =] hehe .. well janies gettin her hair dyed n im finkin if i shuld go wif her of not .. too lazi buh den agen dnt wanna dog her LOL .. oh wells ill make up my decision dependin on which side of da bed i woke up in .. haha xD aniways gettin late now gonna jet latahhhhzz =]=]

love always susan ..

"a big cuppa for u who pushed my bitch mode on "

2006-04-16T20:00:00.000+10:00

blogger: susan
msn: currently on away
itunes: cupid- 112

yesss =] !! i am one satisfied girl ! and you noe why !? its coz i jst went on da biggest shoppin spree of my lyf ! makin me -100$ .. haha ! fanks to mz lani .. ill pay bak u soon .. orr maybe not .. ? >=] LOL .. tuday started off by wakin up at er ? 83O ? and callin mel at 1O buh den she DOGGED ME HARD ! LOL ! so i called up helen n lani to go =] ! went ct wit lan first den met up wif helen where i went crazi wif my money xD now i got no more =( .. n den after met up wif janie where she looked er ? interestin xD HAHA .. she had hat hair xD ! walked around abit n den went home wif lan where we legged it in da dark xD it was cold ! buh luckily i had my BRAND NEW SEXY JUMPER dat i recently bought tuday to wear xD hehe .. n now im at home wif lan n mel n we are bored bitches .. sumone come entertain us plz =] !

love always susan ..

2006-04-16T12:26:00.000+10:00

blogger; melinda
msn; maigu&david
windowsMEDIA; nothing.

ahhhhhh!! shouldve went city with susan! brothers and niece are getting ready to go eastershow, and me? im stranded at home so bored. theres nothing to do and everyones sleeping! gosh i just want to call everyone up and wake them up. im bored off my brains at the moment.
janie is working, susan is shopping and me at home. ahhh, we need newgen days out. and NOT at night all the time. should be spending time together in the day tooo!
im about to cry. thats it, off to sleep. so all my boredem and drown away =)
loves melinda myanh nguyen

2006-04-15T20:12:00.000+10:00

blogger; melinda
msn; susan&janie
windowsMEDIA; cascada - ready for love

saturday night, at home and freaking bored off my ass. was plaining to play poker tonight with the ffld boys along with susan and janie. however plans didnt go as expected. DANG!
so it's another night at home three waying with the two major wankers * susan & janie * wanker one and wanker two. ROFL
sorry to michael and daniel for stalling you guys, and we however couldnt ' make up our minds '. but hey hey! giving you a taste of your own medicine, you like? =) *cheers!
brothers mates are coming over soon, and i'm going to get kicked out of his room! gee, i miss the net and my computer in my room. when will i ever get my tower back? i miss you dearly. come back! come back!!!!!
desperately want to spend some time with the girls out. and tonight was supposedly to be the night, however THAT didn't happen. and shopping tomorrow in the city with susan? i highly doubt it, since my brother wants me to go easter show with the family. some quality family time?ahahah. dammit i hate the eastershow. not my place ANYMORE.
anyways!, gotta head off now. janie&susan wants to three way on the phone. cheap bastards make ME call. faggots!
loves melinda myanh nguyen

2006-04-15T17:51:00.000+10:00

blogger; janie
msn; susan.melynda
itunes; elysium (styles&breeze mix) - ultrabeat vs scott brown

o ballisimo! arn't I so great at disappearing from this virtual world. well really i can only think of two reasons - my laziness and no cash.

Susan and melynda are gold diggers, while janie...DAMN she a broke niggah!

Anways back to my exciting world (now really -_-") . issert just me or it doesn't really feel like we've had 11 weeks of school? hmmm oh wells all is gravy my dears as the long anticipated holidays have arrived! thank god, i can finally get into my comfort-zone sleep routine, pig out, and earn some dosh!

Right now I'm way too much of a fish and a lazy bastard to recap on eevrything that's happened recently but I'm sure from reading the other's entries you sure have a brief idea of the great fun we girls have had. I'm actually excited because there's things to look forward too!

OK, i promise i shall contribute more into this blog..but for now i better be off, Susan and Melynda are coming over soon ( i think???) so i gottah get cleaning since Susan wishes to have a little private session with my 'bangable' bed. LOL!

2006-04-15T16:27:00.000+10:00

blogger: susan
msn: janie;mel;phillip;helen
itunes: im sprung- t-pain ft stat quo

woaahh .. nice job janie * claps * LOL .. fanks to janies effort for fixin up dis dead blog wif a fresh new layout i can once agen blog .. shuld start gettin into da habit since i stopped ages ago xD .. aniways lets see wuts been happenin in my life ? nuffink ! NO DRAMAS ! sumtyms i wish sumffink wuld jst happen to me xD LOL .. ok uhm well yesterday ? stayed home ? thursday ? carolines suprise party which wasnt realli a suprise since sumone * AHEM * kim ruined it .. LOL den para nite shoppin wif daniel tung michael n geoffy n den went to eat at TRUNG NGUYENS restaurant xD haha how funni ! and dats abt it for da last few days . well tomoros i wanted to go ct shoppin buh mels goink to easter show wif her family * couff * dog haha xD n janies got work .. god damn im such a bloody loaner ! ROFL sumone take me out plz !
tunites tutor .. so not looin forward to it n on monday im gonna dye my hair purple! den tuesday im gonna go shops n get red in my hair wif janie ! =] n hopefully on fridai FISHIN ! n no not dat kinda fishin janie -_-" ahaha xD .. ive neva been fishin so im quite EXCITED abt it .. LOL suprisingly im expectin dis holidai to be a blast for sum reason xD buh i shuldnt get my hopes up ..

love always sushun ..

2006-04-15T01:13:00.000+10:00

so, the team newgens are BACK IN ACTION! this time thank you to dear little pitsy tiny janie. =).
wow! i haven't blogged on this site for aggggeeess. years, decades even?! so much has happened over the past few weeks. and i have faced so many obstacles. and i can't even begin to comprehend what i've been through. it's like ... woah!
well i can pretty much say, i've pulled myself together and i have NEVER ever felt better. well occasionally theres those thoughts that worry you, and disturb you. but then again isn't always that bad i guess.
hrrmz, let me just reminisce on whats happened in the past few weeks.
exams we're finally over, carolines 16th birthday and daniels 19th birthday. not many events, but the random things that happen is what cheered me up and made me happy =).
daniels 19th birthday bbq, was an on the spot thing.
randomly saw him at cabramatta, whilest i was with susan and janie and also caroline earlir before she left us. it was his birthday, he didnt recognise me until later later on. he invited us on the day to his birthday. FIRST HAND INVITE. =), so he picked us up from cabra then drove us back to bankstown for us to get changd then back to his area. and off to his birthday. it was great, good food, good atmospher, good people. and GOOD GAMES.
not mentioning i got SLAPPED HARDOUT?! by tung. and poor janie by tony. went home the bruises. the night was the ONLY time i had fun in a LONG time. and i guess the night made me realise what i've been missing out on. lols?
well theres ALOT to talk about but i'll cut it short =).
these holidays i shall make the best of it, i shall have fun and enjoy my time and make up for all those times i reluctantly stayed home and cried to myself. lols cause chuck the OLD in the with the NEW! roflmaos
fishing trip with the guys and susan and janie, well thats what we intend to do at least. we'll see what happens. anyways tired.
loves, melinda myanh nguyen

2006-03-28T20:00:00.000+11:00

showered? YES, homework? NO, cause i have NONE. dinner ?YES!
simpsons hour? ABSOLUTLY YES! =)
aww, i would say what a great night tonights been so far, but i just have to have my periods. darn it. but i have invested in tampons! =)
tampons are a new REVOLUTION!, excuse me if im grossing you out. but then again it's only your fault to still be continuing to read this entry now. so your lose my gain =)

anyways, school todays was fine ONE assesment down and plenty more to go. ahh senior year is starting to kick in with the assesment taks, exams and stress. just relieved that got the maths exam done. over and out!
i gotta say, last week was a tough one many dramas are happening in my life. was in the 'not in the mood' type everyday, and it just seemed to procastinate me from doing whatever i wanted to do. i guess, im starting to get by day by day because being in that mood just fucks me up, and therefore im reluctant for ANYTHING. i need more time with my girls. and stop worrying about these relationship problems. because i guess down the track later these problems are only minor situations compared to whats installed in life for me.
loves, melinda myanh nguyen

2006-03-24T22:31:00.000+11:00

maths exam done.
oh gee the relief. i can't seem contemplate that this weeks been a good one for me, it's far from that. so many dramas emerging into my life at the moment.
it's like a list of to do things. and each of them are being ticked off, one by one.

i really hate this stage of life, or just the stage of being sad or knowing you have problems and just worrying about it. even IF you try your all to extract all the worries and problems that's affecting your daily lifestyle. but no matter how much you try, you always have to take the issue into account regardless of what you need and have to do. well at least this is how my problems and thought's are revolving around me right now.
it's so easy just to pick up myself and run away, or let go of that problem that's been distracting me from what i need to do. but, however i chose not to. and yet, im afraid that's the wrong decision. i guess i have to wait and see if the decision i chose has a positive or negative result.
i've shed countless amount of tears during these past 3 days, and the heartache i feel is undescribable. i'm back at square one, trying my best to step my game up, be strong and fight.
but, something back there is holding me back. and i don't know what. i really want this to go away.

i have never ever wanted happiness so badly before ...
loves, melinda myanh nguyen

2006-03-20T21:41:00.000+11:00

THE only newgen that blogs on this site, *sigh.
well considering that susan and janie has admitted that the can't blog on and 'ugly' site, and question myself as to how i do so, lols well, a blog is a blog. lols whenever im bored, have something on my mind or yeh, just plain bored blogspot is where i turn to.
it's like my internet journal, actually reconsidering, it IS my internet journal.

yesterday, hmm yesterday was a tough day. towards the end of the day it had a dramatic twist.
which cause me to rationally say things without reconsidering it. but there's so little i can consume in my mind. and that's just about it. i've ultimately have had enough.
stuck in a corner and don't know which direction to turn to, or just stay put in that corner of mine. there's so many questions lurking in my head. questions that are yet not answered, and maybe will take a very long period of time until a verdict is reached.

jason wade - you belong to me, theme song from shrek.
great song and i advise you people to download it. it's an alternative song, very much like tyler hilton - when stars go blue, a theme song from one tree hill. yes, that tv series that chad michael murray starred in, isn't he hot? ahah NO.
that's sarcasm, i don't see anything orgasmic about the young lad. and the season of one tree hill was just pointless. nothing beats DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES =)
that reminds me, desperate house wives on tonight 8:45 .OMG! it's on NOW?! okays, im off to watch it. =)=) cheers
loves, melinda myanh nguyen

2006-03-18T23:22:00.000+11:00

its pretty late, well at least on my watch.
been sleeping fairly early ever since school has begun, and having the habits of getting up early in the wee hours in the morning on a weekend, but i guess that's a good advantage.
means, more time to do what i need and want to do.

don't know what im feeling at the moment, been feeling so down today. i guess it isn't such a good weekend after all. can't keep track of whats been on my mind lately, because i want to take the coward way out of it all, i just simply want to extract the bad and keep in my the good, but a lesson to be learnt.
dealing with life, isn't about keeping the good memories or the goods that happened, it's about taking it all in and facing any problem, or worries.
and i deeply respect people whom, have the power to do that.
because i don't consider myself as one of those people, im weak and i know it.

i can't even begin to explain how tough this weeks been, so much drama. sometimes you just want to ignore everyone and everything that's in your life.
friends? the girls are a lovely bunch, each individual has their own talent, their own weakness and not to mention their ability of being strong. ( emotion wise )
but, however the drama's that's been going on within the group, *lets out big sigh.
don't know what to say, but just to sit and observe everything that happens. and lately i guess i've been doing that alot.

there's so much i can ever hold in, and i don't know how long it is till the day i crack.
sometime's i want to tell you what i think, and how i feel. but i guess e've been through that stage already.
but time is suppose to tell isn't it? well time is taking its bloody ass TIME, ha! doesn't really make sense at all but stuff that.
i want to take a break from all of this. and live the perfect princess fairytale life.
i need soilders, so they can guard my heart and shield it from heartbreak. =S ? i don't know what im on about anymore. getting tired.
i guess one last thing i'd say, a heart is delicate its fragile and thou shall not break it.
loves, melinda myanh nguyen

2006-03-17T17:10:00.000+11:00

wow, my darling susan has blogged. this blog misses your presence susan, now don't get a big head =).
well, i didn't blog yesterday, because there was nothing worth blogging about besides the fact that i went night shops with my dear brother son and lovely niece jennifer.
purchased many accesories and i need it, also bought this faboulous top and sailor singlet thing, i don't really know how to explain it but its so gorgeous and vintage!
omg, i finally got my glasses today =), the plastice black frames vogue, tried on about what, 10 pairs of glasses and only one in the store suited me, i really wanted to mooks one, but it made my face look huge!

school today was like any other day, and theres alot of dramas going on around school, and alone in our group.
like i've heard many people say, senior year is the year you finally realise who your true friends are, you lose friends, you find new friends and you find yourself making a stronger bond with the friends left behind. wondering and considering to myself, is this statement false? or could it really be true.
but for one thing i am sure of is that, senior year is a dramatic twist upon one's life.
love, melinda myanh nguyen

2006-03-16T23:11:00.000+11:00

darn it ! dese hiccups are startin to piss me off .. haha well lookz lyk i habnt blogged or been seen or heard by anyone buh my skool fwens lately .. well lyk i sed ima changed person dis year =D so proud of myself for startin off dis yr lyk dis buh da question is how long xD hahah !! hmm .. i dnt realli hab anyffink to blog abt coz nuffinks happened to me lately except wake up go skool go home sleep n den da method repeats .. jst bloggin for da sake of it LOL .. well short one for tudays n keep up da nerdin my newgenz * thumbs up * LOL

love susan ..

2006-03-15T20:40:00.000+11:00

hmm, seems like i'm the only newgen that doesn't neglect this blog, like the OTHER newgens on this blog. ahemm.
ahha naah, pretty much sure they are occupied with their studying, susan has dramatically changed ever since she hit senior year and darn proud of ya.
well, i'm a tad tired at the moment from the maths workload, and im pretty much convinced that there's more to come.
my neck has been so soar lately, i wonder what these symptons are? oh no, must it be another illness, darn i hate these coming and going illnesses of mine and mind you i'm mostly certainly NOT diseased. =)

there's nothing much to blog about these days, nothing entices me and im just repeating myself yet again from the other blog. OH WELLS.
mary j blige / be without you, hmm is it me? or does it seem like this song is very popular at the moment, it's probably one of the best mary j blige's songs i have ever heard.
omg, im so tired at the moment, i'd most probably end this blog nows before i rag on about irrelevant issues in my oh so boring life.
loves, melinda myanh nguyen

2006-03-14T20:31:00.000+11:00

i have just spent 3 hours frying my brain on maths, and there is 2 more hours to come, next up? business studies =)
senior year, isn't treating me very badly but it also hasn't been all that bright either. so much work, but i think, THINK i can cope. just waiting til the day i go bonkers. lols

i reckon, brining my pencil case and books we're so not worthwile todays!, like for god sakes we didn't do any work at all?, first period, economics in which the teacher spent most of the period talking and discussing about the mix market machanism.
after that, followed up ancient history, finished off the movie troy, LUNCH then, legal studies and the whole entire period we spent role playing? well not litreally role playing, but just imaging our classroom was our OWN society, and we have control in the law. so therefore mr.stamm gave us the opportunity to enforce our own laws.
we had to make up and anthem =) roflmaos.
so, here it goes btw, our country or state was called 'SIXTEENIA' =)=) lols!
so heres OUR anthem,
we are 16, we are great.
we will dominate the state,
YO, bro! HEY sis, ho ho , HEY HEY.
roflmaos! cool huh ? =) i know, it's fabtastic. well after legal was lunch and then business studies in which our substitute teacher FORGOT about us, so therefore heres us standing outside our classrom door for about half an hour until the school bell rung, for home time.
after school, suprisingly walked out of the gates to see david waiting for me =), picked me up and went bank, bankstown centro and so fourth. then home i go. thanks hun for the ride =)
studying till now, and im a tad tired.
1HOUR of fat simpsons?! YES PLEASE =) x100000!! funniest episodes of simpsons i have EVER witnessed, i MUST get it on dvd. thats another item added onto the oh so long wishlist. =)
OC is on, this means im out! =)
loves, melinda myanh nguyen

2006-03-13T19:09:00.000+11:00

what a hot one today!
litreally, i was sweating like a pig just standing there playing sport. the teacher is crazy i tell you darn you mr. mustapha!
he rejected my idea of staying in the pretty much cool room rather then play sport. so therefore, he expected us to stand around in the sun playing newcomb ball / volleyball.
but i gotta say, the game didn't turn out all that bad.
school, was like any other day. and it just seems like exam period is creeping up on us closer and closer everyday that goes by. im sick to my throat.
scared of what marks i will get, and im afraid of looking at the test paper. sigh, exam period, the one period i most despise and disgust!

there's not much to blog about anymore these days, seems like my life is starting to get boring.
no more dramas in my life, nothing entices me anymore *sigh. it's just plain school, home, homework and yada yada.
i must!, MUST find something intresting to talk about, or if i can't find anything intresting to talk about then i will make my days more amusing. =)
ooo, recieved a astonishing mail todays =) my taxation cheque =D x100000000!!
this means the ching ching is rolling in, and im so glad. about time, and this time round i shall save save SAVE! =D. anyways, first thing on my list and it shall be the only thing on my list, buy my dear brother hong and iPod nano for his birthday. =) now just considering, white or black?
loves, melinda myanh nguyen

2006-03-12T20:40:00.000+11:00

the brother has set off to the country boarders of vietnam and hong kong.
have fun dear brother van. =), and gosh feeling lonely without his presence already.
so very bored at the moment, and i've finally worked out how to upload songs and pictures onto my v3 without having to bang it hystrically on the table. lols.
i have finally uploaded 16 songs, vwuala =) what a job well done =).

anyways, how was my day todays?, hrms. it wasn't so bad.
spent the day with david as it was our anniversary today, happy one year. knowing that its the actual date this time when i mentioned it.
oh boy, im so tired and i don't know why, its currently only 8:45 and im drowsy and sleepy, like wdhell this is a first!.
short entry for today, toodloos im off.
loves, melinda myanh nguyen

2006-03-12T01:29:00.000+11:00

its currently 1.30am saturday night. actually sunday morning to be exact. im bored. im really bored. like really...IM FUKING BORED.

are you feeling me? well are you...ARE YOU?

oh my golly gosh look what boredom has done to me!

anways i would firstly like to wish both my little sunshines a happy one year anniversary! it's amazing how long both of you's have lasted with eachother. where is my thank-you huh? if it wassen't through ME ME ME, you's wouldn't have met eachother. get it...

janie meets david -> introduces susan -> meets melynda -> den tralalala! =)

fabulous fairytale! xD. alright i'm gonna stop right here, right now before i start writing about something more pointless! oh yer susan find another layout, i'm not fond of this one at all. LOL

bored, janieNGUYEN

2006-03-12T00:49:00.000+11:00

i miss her, i really do miss her.
even though i didn't really know her so well, i didn't get the chance of being a close friend and spending quality time with her, i really do miss her with all my heart.
it's fact, shes gone. but never will she be forgotten. its been 100 days since she left us all, and you know what, i regret it not attending her mass today. but however i'd perfer visiting her at the place where she now rests in peace, and have my time alone with her, to talk to her. even if she isn't present and physically there, the fact that i can feel like i'm talking to her again, will satisfy me enough.
it's funny how the thought of her strucks me at this hour, why? why out of all times now?
been reading every single entry deticated to her on her tribute site, and i got to admit. i envy you vii, so many people knew you and respected you for who you are. at to believe that at times i took you for granted, and the person i thought you were.
and now, your passing has proved me wrong. i can't begin to explain the guilt that i am feeling at the moment. reliving the days, how i found out that you passed away is such a pain.
i'm sure alot of people are missing you, and alot love you. although you weren't a close friend of mine, nor did i know you so well, i can't explain the feeling that i have in me at the moment, of loosing someone.
yes, indeed we had our fair share of arguments, calling eachother names and disagreements. but deep down, i don't look back and regret those days, i look back and see that we had different perspectives of what we saw in eachother, but i know for a fact besides all that i knew that you we're a cheerful person and someone whom had so much potential in succeeding in their life.
it's a pity god took you away, and at such a young age. some days, thoughts of you just randomly pop in my mind, and thus, thats when i start thinking about you, worrying and remincising the times we once had together.
i honestly with my heart do miss you vii.
loves, melinda myanh nguyen

2006-03-11T23:12:00.000+11:00

great news!, i finally got my V3 today, sleek and black JUST the way i like it. simple! * baliss! mwa!roflmaos.
but yes yes like EVERYONE mostly CAROLINE told me, its shit yada yada bad memory yada yada, but thick headed me was determined to get it, and now? i upload ONE freakn song and the memory is gone! like wdhell ?
anyways today wasn't that interesting, except the fact that mikewl fully got pampered by susan at her house. ahah poor boy, poor poor boy.
free, and i shall repeat FREE head wash with the best shampoo of course! =), manicure, free blowdry and styling of hair =)=). ahah! superp!
susan should so open up her own hairdressing salon and I shall assist her. =D
mikewl dude has turned into mikewl DUDETTE ahah!! , im so sleepy atm and in precisley, 46 minutes its my darling one year with my beloved david.
and since your alseep now lazy bastard! =) but i still love you , happy one year =).

i want to congratulate you on lasting one year and putting up with my bullshits for a whole entire year, and yes i'm aware during the journal we've taken together there has been uncountable problems that has emerged in this relationship of ours.
but i can't begin to say how much you mean to me, and how much i love you sometimes lols, yes you do get annoying at times and i know i'm not all that good either roflmaos.
but aye! annoying + annoying = PURFECTO! xD
no. well now seriously talking, we've encountered many problems during the months that we've been together, but we still turn back to eachother for comfort and love. and till this stage i've realised just how important you are, and sometimes of what a great person you are.
no doubt there are negatives about you, but what i love about you is that you've been there for me all through my happiest moments and my saddest moments.
you were there when my world almost collasped on me, and i have nothing else to say but thank you so much for the past year.
loves, melinda myanh nguyen

2006-03-10T22:37:00.000+11:00

just finished watching Lizzie McGuire the movie, and i gotta say the movie has inspired me to write down the ballad to Isabella's and Pollo's song what dreams are made of.
so corny?, yes i know but its such a soothing song =) and i shall write the ballad down.
oh btw, just on another note baked muffins for my brother van's birthday, you all are probably thinking muffins =S? shouldn't it be CAKES? well, just for the record, i had no cake mix left only muffin mix and i was a tad lazy to go out to the corner store and purchase cake mix, but the mini birthday muffins was oh so cute and great!.
each one had a letter and when you looked at the plate all muffins combined spelt, happy 28th van .
anyways, back to the ballad =)
have you ever seen such a beautiful night,
i could almost kiss the stars, for shinning so bright.
when i see you smiling i go, oh oh oh.
i would never want to miss this,
in my heart i know what this is.
this is what dreams are made of.
this is what dreams are made of.
i've got somewhere i belong,
i've got somebody to love.
this is what dreams are made of.
yes, thats it =) very random blog but anyways!
loves. melinda myanh nguyen

2006-03-10T14:29:00.000+11:00

head aching again today,
i can't stand these constant head aches recurring every single day and lasts about an hour or more for each time it happens. it darn pisses me off!. grr
today is also the 10th of March, which means its my brothers birthday =), i want to wish my dear brother a very merry happy birthday! ho ho ho! roflmaos. HAPPY 28th BIRTHDAY VAN!, i hope you WILL enjoy your gift from chau, and without my help! you wouldnt recieve it so THANK ME =) , me me me me me ! hoping that everything will go your way and enjoy your holiday to vietnam! loves your little peeny tiny sister melzy baby!. =)
anyways went out to bankstown with the brother before, hong.
had my eye site tested and yes, i do indeed need glasses, and just for the record im long sited. which means i need my glasses when i study, and when im doing my work or reading. either from that? i dont need it. ive increased by 0.5 , used to be +.07 ? now im +.075 ? i think so, well some where alone the lines of that, but however my optometrist said its not a positive thing, ive exceeded my average limit. yada yada, i bet most of you dont even know what im on about, how can i blame you ? i dont even know what i'm on about.

well currently making an effort to hit the books hardout, with no distractions! , but the computer is right in front of me and dear lord it is so so so tempting, and LOOK im blogging -_-' that means something! , temptations gotten the best of me. darn it!
lets hope that i'll finish off all these english chapter summaries and then the loads of maths exercises and maybe my weekend well be a well off weekend.
i just want this week to be a good week, i dont know what im going on about, but sigh.
theres so much on this mind of mine at the moment. i just want to switch it off!
wheres the off button?!
loves, melinda myanh nguyen

2006-03-09T21:27:00.000+11:00

first insult from my brother in so long, ' mel why do you have to be such an impulsive shopper ? ' is it really my fault van? is it ? is it REALLY?
well today was school, a thursday nothing much to talk about.
saw david after school , yada yada. seems like ages since ive seen him.
yup. anyways moving on, went to late night with brother tonight, roaming around centro bankstown in search to find the motorola V3.
but however, they didnt have it in stock! darn it . darn it darn it !! anyways, searching and searching then BANG! finally found a store that had it in stock, black that is not pink or grey BLACK! but however since my brother was raised up an asian, and living in the same house as THE mother, she taught him well enough to know how to get a good bargain and SAVE SAVE SAVE! $$ was going to get the v3 for 480$ , but initially i was supposed to get it for 430$,
that store didnt have it ins tock so i was about to get it for about 480$, as he lectured me he goes why dont you SAVE 50 buckeroos, and just wait for the other store to get it in stock.
this is the part of me where i mostly dislike the IMPAITENT me.
why on earth am i so impaitent, i have no clue what so ever what im impaitent about as well.wells, 3 more days and my brothers off to vietnam.
importing him back to the country he belongs to! ahahAHAHah xD , for those who didnt find that joke funny? well I DID so HIT THE ROAD JACKAROO'S !but yes, for sure ill miss him dearly and my arms will be opened wide waiting for him to come back and the presents too of course. lets not forget =)
loves, melinda myanh nguyen

2006-03-08T21:01:00.000+11:00

dang it!, i have the sniffles and this sucks, getting allergic reactions from the dust in my brothers room arggh.
today? wasn't so bad , school was okay i guess and there was nothing interesting nor worth talking about. and boy oh boy susan, you lame ass nice entry by the way ;) roflmaos.
i guess janie and i have to open ' THE DOOR ' to let more opportunities come our way, yet in life everyone is afraid of something, and im guessing im one of those whom are afraid of giving opportunities. and believe me that really sucks balls.
anyways on another note, moving through life abit better with less worries. havent been or letting those worries and thoughts get to me as much, but however at times where i just sit and think to myself, those worries start to hit me. and i try to focus on the good and simply just push aside the bad, but no matter what i do i cant come to a biased decision.
i guess life isnt that easy, and questions arent easily answered so i guess these questions that are lurring in my mind will be answered in the long run? , and i just have to take a seat in life and just be paitent and wait for the answer, no matter the outcome.
on another note, brothers going vietnam this sunday i will miss him dearly ... ahHAHAhah not! well maybe a teeny tiny lil peeny bit! xD!
loves, melinda myanh nguyen

2006-03-07T23:09:00.000+11:00

oh my golly gosh ! xD my newgens are such suckers for love .. ROFL jkz ! haha .. well its lyk quite late now n tuday i decided to hab sum relaxation tym xD its been a while since ive been on da net n suprisingly im not goink crazy runnin up da wallz at all which i wuld be doin last yr .. i guess ima changed person ;) speakin of change dat jst reminded me of da area of study im habin in english which i hab not found a related material at all for it =[ .. i need HELP ! LOL unoe change is da key ingredient for seekin happiness in lyf .. n readin ova janies n melz blog ive come to realised u girls need to open 'THE DOOR' haha xD .. by openin da door it may be foggy at first buh dis fog will soon clear xD gosh i gotta shut up abt dat stupid poem haha ! buh u get da point girls .. jst proves use habnt read da poem inuf to undastand 'change' xD .. well aniways im too lazi to blog a long entry tuday so ima gonna jet nows .. =]=]

love susan ..

2006-03-06T20:50:00.000+11:00

reading janie's blog, i have nothing against what she says or the statement she makes with how she is feeling now, cause no doubt i feel somewhat exactly the same as you little janie.
yes, janie and i do have discussions of our so called ' issues ' and when we do? it just comes to our attention, and i reflect on how much we are alike in this catergory of ' love ' .
ive made me share of thoughts, from the entry i made on sunday. and thats as far as ill go and as much as ill say. thats simply it. i know maybe later on, or even now that i have other thoughts lurring in my head, only im simply blocking it out. taking assumptions of what might happen if i do make a wrong move so my answer is make no move at all.
well at least this is how i am thinking at the moment just to get the day going and live through eachday with less worries. but with no doubt, i know all this confusion will finally come to an answer, and i know that one day everything is going to work out. but then again i have told myself that self convincing line one too many, and it just doesnt seem like telling myself that this time round is going to work.
no doubt, im confused yet i dont know what im confused about.
so therefore i act as if nothing is worrying me, but behind that smile there is many hidden worries, sorrows and thoughts. i just dont want this issue being brought up again, and like janie, this time lets make it right and start trying.
loves, melinda myanh nguyen

2006-03-06T17:58:00.000+11:00

I was lying in bed at 1am in the morning, unable to get to sleep and being the weird compulsive thinker that i am, started reflecting about that feeling. you know that feeling...magical yet exquisitely simple is the best my mind can describe it.

i don't exclude the bad, i simply ignore and see the good. my and melynda were just discussing about certain issues, horrible isn't it? it makes you so vulnerable. it opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. you build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armour, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid reason, no different from any other stupid reason, wanders into your stupid life and eats you up.

i contanstly wonder how i end up in the same situation time after time. slowly on the verge of moving on, you come back asking for it again. love takes hostages, am i simply one of them?
let's just end this blame game, no more accusations, for once can we make it right?

confuzzled, janieNGUYEN

2006-03-06T17:45:00.000+11:00

today was ancient history EXCURSION day, and boy oh boy was it hot?!
anyways, although it was hot and involved ALOT of walking i still had a ball. it was great fun especially when that white robot statue man opened his eyes and i couldnt see his pupils it was just plain all black, then caroline , michelle and i full screamed lmaos! in the middle of circular quay. so embarassing yet very entertaining. roflmaos! anyways ill blog later on tonight but im here for one purpose and its to upload some of the pictures we took today =)

2006-03-05T13:26:00.000+11:00

so freakn tired today.
well since i didnt blog yesterday, i shall blog today =). michelles birthday yesterday =) hope you like the present michelle and make it useful! ;)
as the night went on, it wasnt so great and to start with susan, helen and i took about 2 hours just to get to the park and omlord it involved so much walking!
got to the party pretty late, saw some people i havent seen in pretty long.
i gotta say, for a celebration last night wasn't so great for me i guess its cause i had things on my mind and it still is there. not matter how hard or how much i try to block out all these negative thoughts, it still is there and wouldnt go away, and what kills me most is that its having impact on me.
i hate the fact that this is happening a fourth time, it's happened 3 times already and yet we still turn back to eachother. i want to pour my heart out to you yet im unsure of what we had is still there. i know our relationship is strong enough to get through this roough time, but then at the same time you have so much to worry abt and im only contributing where i should be helping. i want to be sure of what i want to do and atm my mind is everywhere, i cant do my work or eat because i dont feel like it, and whats causing this? its my thoughts of you, me and us. its selfish of me thinking about myself, i know but when we agreed to give this a third chance i was so sure that it wouldnt be like this, or maybe we wouldnt have to face these issues again. its hard to say at times i wish i had never met you, but then when i rethink to myself in meeting you, i learnt so much, about loving someone and being loved. you taught me alot and i thankyou. you do mean alot to me and i hope its vice versa to you.
and guess what? it feels like we're playing a game and we're back at square one. i love you and i love you so much, but why does it feel like this. i guess love gives you happiness and the side affects of it is pain. and i think im facing the side affects at the moment. i need to think to myself let go or hold on?
loves, melinda myanh nguyen

2006-03-03T17:15:00.000+11:00

it's FRIDAY, there goes yet another week of school gone past.
soon this term will be over, and then that means two more terms of working hard until year 11 is over for us and for the HSC to start, so everyone? hit the books!

well after school todays went bankstown with janie and susan, later on met caroline.
we shopped at bras 'n' things , and i gotta say i think im in love with that nurse suit i tried on. its so adorable and cute yet skanky? but hey!! its so niiccee!

anyways its a friday, end of the week and next week got ancient history excursion yipee!
and this means weekends sleeping in!! =)=) im a happy child! and im going to leave it a short blog for today =) so mwwaass everyone.
loves, melinda myanh nguyen

2006-03-02T21:42:00.000+11:00

well, id just like to declare that i had the best adventure today with susan, janie and caroline at paramatta shopping centre buying NOTHING! i am going to kill you susan, omg i have come to a conclusion that i went to parra with an intention to buy buy buy!! shop! and when i arrived i was hyped, caroline and i was VERY and let me repeat very excited, yet i bought nothing when i arrived home =(.
we didnt even buy michelle's birthday present janie and susan! oh gosh, what idiots.
well as susan got her sweater and haviana blue metallic thongs that carolines just oh so dying for =P sucker caroline. i like to watch you suffer mwahah!.
and caroline bought a billibong metallic golden tee, in which i wanted a similar one but VOLCOM. go volcom all the way =). and janie and i ? well, we purchased nothing.

when we were on our way to parra, we stopped at lidcomb and changed trains to parra.
and the man that got out of the train some asian old man, one look at him and i felt sympathy for him, looked so old and weak but damn, he stunk. no seriously, he stunk! i dont know what smell it smelt like but it stinks. and mind you it didnt stink nice. it was an ugly stink ><
well we caught the train to parra and it was cramped. we were like practically school childrens being squashed into a corner by the public, and mind you the odour on the train wasn't so great. when we got off at parra susan was so stunned by how much it changed that we all nearly got lost. it was like a WHOLE NEW WORLD to susan . ahah

anyways moving on, school was alrights. economics for us is like 'gossip session' catch up on eachothers gossip. poor susan full got payed out by mr. okeeth. roflmaos ' gee susan, your not very bright are you ? but then again looking at your face i knew you weren't a bright child ' susan; sitting there stunned yet speechless. which means she got OWNED. lols
the economic lesson today was spent talking to jasmine, lama and yasmine about asian and lebanese food, yups! =) ahah a very constructive lesson. lols lama asks us ' does vietnamese people eat chinese food ? ' and im like wdhell? , are you that stupid lama. lols
i dont know why i wrote that for but im really bored and just taking a tad of a break from studying. but right now? , im a tad tired so leaving it heres. =)
loves, melinda myanh nguyen

2006-03-01T20:32:00.000+11:00

omgsh .. yeps its been a while sinced i blog .. i no longer do my work in my room due to da fact dat weneva i look at my computer it jst screams to me TURN ME ON ! ONLI 5 MINZ OF NET WONT KILL ! buh realli 5 min turns into sumhow da hole nite ? LOL .. well ill try to keep dis entry short n sweet since i got loads of hw dat shuld not be neglected LOL .. well readin ova my newgens entries ive realised how much ppl bother sooo much to try dis so called fing 'LOVE' lyk realli hu gibs a shit xD LOL .. if its meant to happen den so be it .. even tho i hab neva experienced dis SENSATIONAL feelin xD ROFL hahaha .. i may do not noe wut it is buh from wah i hear from everyone its pain ! LOL .. narh i dernos buh sumhow love always seems to start off sweet n wonderful n turns into dis bitter n sour shit ppl go on abt buh hey dnt lissen to me wut wuld i noe i habnt experienced it xD HAHA .. aniways movin on abt sumffink else i mite hab a clue wif .. tomoros thursday ! n unoe wut dat means ?! para shoppin wif my galz ! hehe n takin janie to a hole new world shes neva been to ! xD .. welpz aniways lookin at melz last entry i jst wanna say dat ull neva get dose fings on dat list by urself ! xD .. oOoh n i jst remembered one speshal day comin up on fridai n i mite not be online on dat day so jst to make sure dat i wont forget i jst wanna say HAPPY 15TH BIRFDAY TO MY BROTHER MICHELLE ! .. altho ur a year older brother ur cocks still smaller den myn =] buh dnt worry one day sum day itll grow a tinsy winsy bigger ! xD

love always susan ..

2006-03-01T13:07:00.000+11:00

while everyone is at school enjoying it, im right here sitting at home blogging and suffering pain from my cramps.
dangit. time of the month is the worse. well its 1st of march, yet another month gone by, soon you'll know it this year will be over anytime soon.
this legal studies extended response is fustrating me, i cannot drag my information any longer then one page and yet the teacher wants us to reach a maximum of 2 pages, god bless my soul.

ahh, whats there to talk about? since im at home and 'trying' to do my legal studies homework that i know cannot be done unless i get the papers from class which for one i am not in at the moment. i'll just try my best to blog about something worth blogging about.
since yesterday my blog seemed all depressing suicidal piece of crap, i guess ill make this blog more positive.
well special thanks to david for just wanting to talk to me yesterday after reading my blog, i gotta say for someone (me) whom didnt feel like sharing my problems out to anyone you sure helped me alot by just forcing it out of me thankyou so much.
i realised that after the phone call with him yestrday, and everything he told me everything he said that i should be faithful for what i can withold in my life. i shouldnt be taking some things for granted, actually i shouldnt be taking anything in life for granted nor should i be a pessimist.
i shall now remain a optimist, cause to look on the long run being a optimist will brighten up your days so much more, i never want to be that pessimitic mel again.
so from today onwards, i shall look forward and never will i look back on anything and say ' gee, i regret doing that ' no no no schmack me if i shall! =).
but then again after that conversation with david, made me realise how special the people in my life can make me feel, not of what they say its not always that, but its the fact that they make time for me. thats special enough for me and love you all thats been there for me all through my ups, downs and breakdowns. and especially so much thanks to david =) for putting up with me for nearly a year and still hanging on, i can always rely on you, so much love mwas! by the way, just flicking through my school diary and as susan jotted down, today is LOVE SUSAN DAY =) everyday is a LOVE SUSAN day. so love her LOTS schmakers! =)
loves, melinda myanh nguyen

2006-02-28T20:06:00.000+11:00

aww, i know i blogged before and currently you all probably think im somewhat ' obsessed ' with blogging but no no no, im just bored down to my nuts! not that i have any ;).
i have a two page extended response that must be done or at least started by tomorrow for legal studies, for the movie of ' Amistad '. in which most of the class slept in, lols dangit!
it's fustrating me to start the response, but however i have started with my point forms. =) darn proud darlings!
omg, isnt carolines niece Katlyn just adorable, she is so floppy ahah, in floppy i mean when you try and put her up she flops back down, and she has no teeth! mind you shes only one month old a little bit more. =)
well since i have nothing to do, i am going to make my 'mel's wants list', since i dont write lists very often.
anyways starting off ;
- lee black supatubes 120$
- lee grey wash supatubes 69$
- elwood urban tee 49.95$
- black chucks 80$
- prescripted glasses 200$
- elwood urban green boob tube 20$
- black v3 OR pink 420$
- 4G ipod nano 360$
- herindustrie polo 30$
- mossimo tee 49.95$
- ben sherman jacket 150$
- agent nintey sweater red/grey 50$
- new chucks vintage 80$
- a new tower 500$
- LCD monitor 358$
woah, if i can get money to get all these id be soo satisfied! so far only three of my wants has been satified. dangit! well the bolded text is the wants that has been satisfied. =)
loves, melinda myanh nguyen

2006-02-28T16:42:00.000+11:00

woah, janie i never knew you had such a deep thought towards what love is and how much it means and your perspective towards it.
i gottta say i pretty much agree to the statement you made about love, no doubt 100%.
its true, falling in love is easy probably to some people but yet to get yourself out of it is a difficult situation. but on another note, being in love alone is also diffcult. once trouble structs the relationship, this is when all the worries and demands starts to hit you. and the longer you leave it luring around the more it will hurt in the end, the more you think and not resolve what your thinking about the chances of being heartbroken. and believe me, ive been a victim of love and still am.
anything brings you happiness, but it also has a downside towards it.
and love is one of the things that will bring you the bestest joy and happiness in love, but when it all falls apart? it feels like your world come crumbling and crushing down on you, all at once. and it that moment of it happening you just want to pick up and leave. go somewhere and never come back, i have to admit ive thought of solving my problems and resolute myself to that solution before. its not one of the best solutions in the world, but thats the state of mind love can put you in.
i can clearly admit, love is one of the greatest thing that can happen to you, yet it can also be deadly and posionous. i would say, stay away from love for those who havent experienced it. but to come to a conclusion about love, it's better to be in love and loved then never be loved at all.
enough about the love thing, moving on my day was okay wasn't so great and wasn't so bad. towards the afternoon, the mood swing started to hit me, been thinking lately i dont know if its the mood swings thats causing me to be pissed/sad/emotional .. etc.
or maybe? am i just blaming my womanly cycle?, or maybe, MAYBE there is something on my mind that i havent found out yet? or that i just want to say it out nor share it with anyone.
seems like lately ive found it hard to talk to anyone about the problems i have. it's too hard for me to be the open person i once was, yet again i think i've lost myself in my own puddle of mess. and this time it isn't going to be so easy to get myself out.
waking up every morning with something on your mind, going to bed thinking, at schooling trying your hardest to learn but theres that thought about something lurking in your head. im on the verge of going nuts.
this is the time i want to pick up and leave, it tears me apart that whatever i try to do,work or work on it never seems to work no matter the amount of effort i put into it.
the only thing im looking forward in life at the moment? , actually there is nothing that im looking forward in life anymore. ive had my share of my dreams being shattered in front of me, im moving onto giving up and letting go. if im not made for it i wont do it nor will i try, ive had enough of trying so hard yet gettting the same result even if i do put all the amount of my time, effort and all trying.
mathematics is one of my major concerns this year in senior school, its not my best subject and i used to believe that in trying my best that i will get to where i want to be. but ive learnt trying your best just doesnt cut it. my lesson ive learnt in life now is, try when you want to dont force yourself. i guess for the past 2 years ive pushed myself with my diffculties too much and that all result to my worries and concerns. i cant afford to have any worries nor concerns at this stage.
with the mess im in with my life , its not so great. maybe this is whats causing the moods lately?, who knows. but having to sometimes fake a smile and laugh is beginning to get difficult.
this is a pretty long blog, enough for now.
loves, melinda myanh nguyen.

2006-02-27T23:03:00.000+11:00

know i've got piles of homework to accomplish, but stuff it. writing is my release, whether or not i'm in the mood, its something i can always depend on, to cherish. well here goes my first hypocritical entry..

"i hate love"

strong statement i've just imposed, not saying i agree with it but unfortunatly there are many people out there who would most likely raise their hands, finding themselves constantly caught in the crushing tides of a fast moving current. since when did it become such a necessicity to fall in love? it's been planted so deep into our ethics as the only means to a wholesome life. i guess its something that never ceases to astound me.

the stories i hear, the very little experinces i've encountered have left me to conclude that relationships begin nonetheless the same - you get to know someone, anticipation builds, life starts becoming all exciting and fun, you fall for eachother and yadi yadi ya. it's always the endings that vary - relationships over, the book slowly closes and you find yourself starting over and over again...hmm if love was a book, i rekon i wouldn't even pass the first chapter, let alone the first page. LOL

this might sound pretty contradicting coming from me but i've defeintly learnt a valuable lesson today.

you can like someone, but sometimes it's never enough to keep a relationship going.

if there isn't any fuel in the relationship to keep it running, it's pointless. the relationship becomes scarce and no longer runs on its own - your pushing it both physically and emotionally.
nothing lasts forever, everything fades with time. more so looks not personality, but eventually both start to deteriate. in the end, were all ultimately seeking for satisfaction. i am not implying anything in particular but staisfaction comes in all shapes and sizes, it is defined differently varying with the person.

there's only so much one can do with a single opinion - i don't hate love, i live for love. my final concept is that maybe i'm the one with the problem, i'm all controversy that's all. LMAO. from each relationship, very few reach a peak of wisdom and maturity. no matter how adult we think we are [ like me. LOL] , there will always be obstacles, heartbreaks, betrayals that lay ahead of us..but then again its through these risks that we grow and develop...and im prepared to do so.

okay my tendency to constanly bring this topic up proberly has brought an annoyance to readers but tough luck! LOL. neways enough of that bluff and on with the life of janie! bahaha..well today's lessons were alright i suppose, E.T chasing melynda today at sport? ROFLMAO you poor girl! you got germs now.neways i better stop right now before i start blabbering on about something more pointless. btw this is like an abstract from my blog, sorry but i was way to lazy to blog again! AHAHA

love janie NGUYEN

2006-02-27T15:30:00.000+11:00

wowsers! im exhausted.
today is monday and gosh i woke up late today for school like a good 2 hours late?, lmfao.
walked myself to school, and yada yada the usual got a late note went into class, blerh!
well the day was freezing due to the stupid weather, like make up your mind, cold or not? sunny or wet, one minute it rains the next minute its sunny -_-'.
hmmm, peanut buttercups covered in milky chocolate shipped from america, personally bought by chan ly FOR susan.
my apologies susan that your packet of buttercups was opened and shared even before you knew it, ill find a way to give you back those that we're taken away from you. =)
sport today was hilirous but also very scary at the same time.
i got chased by E.T, so we call her.
so it was a draw this week, no biggy we win every week any ways guys =) mwahah. we're undefeatable go US!
to my liking i have NO homework tonight, but maybe i will just finish off that ' looking for alibrandi ' book so then i can move on to the next book i am eagering to read ' memoirs of a geisha '. =)
well its a short one for today, im off for a quick nap and then reading.
loves, melinda myanh nguyen

2006-02-26T22:12:00.000+11:00

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TINA!!

looks like team newgens have finally unleashed our powers and formed a new born baby!
hmm this is my first so expect this entry to be a bit of this, a bit of that, not exactly the best tasting but you's just have to deal with it!

my life right now is comprising of so much drama, not been melo-dramatic or anything but these days my buttons have seriously been pushed to the limit! your selfishness is so undeniable, the nerve you have to say such convincing words then act like what you did is UNBELIEVEABLE. i'm not not been some emo bitch or asking for such sympathy but don't get my hopes up if your jsut fooling around with my feleings. i'm not some fucking toy, i'm not your fun and games. yer i maybe young to be 100% committed but at least have the decency to treat me with respect and be considerate of my feelings. i wonder to myself why this seems so endless....i have no more expectations, i just want the whole situation to be turned around. \..issert really to much to ask for? *sighz*

neways on a better note, i had my first ever experience riding on a motorbike today! bahaha a big fat thanks to mr.stiffles who has helped me overcome my fear of bikes, i gottah say it was pretty a hecticalectic ride. LOL. spent the entire day with chris heads down studyin our nuts off at state library and ended up accomplishing a whole heap of work. xD

anyways i'm going to make this nice and short..=)

btw mr stiffle says hi! *rolls eyes* LOL

x3 janie

2006-02-26T18:14:00.000+11:00

who me? DRIVING? oh yes yes yes!!
guess WHO drove from bankstown to aubrun today? ahah thats right! ME ME ME! its newgen number TWO. meooww.
i was so afraid i might close my eyes again, or i might result myself to crashing the car. but no no no i was much much better this time round.
i didnt run over any dogs, i didnt close my eyes and nor did i go over any roundabouts.
enough about the driving lesson =) , parents had another fight today, its like one out of 1847183042843 thousands of fight that they have on a regular basis.
i have to admit, im sick and tired of their fights, its one too many and i dont want to be witnessing it anymore. if they both dislike the way eachother do soemthing or even worse when eachother say something the other one always condradicts what the other one said.
if its that way then just get a divorce, although it will however be shocking news for my siblings and i, but at least living a life without arguments every single day would be a good start for me.
going through senior year? i really dont need this shit!
loves, melinda myanh nguyen

2006-02-26T15:00:00.000+11:00

GIRLS ALWAYS WIN! =P .. hit the road TRANNYS! =D *TRANsexuals.
ahah this comic strip is so funny! enjoy blog readers! and thanks to mikewl for sending me it roflmaos! loves, melinda myanh nguyen

2006-02-26T13:13:00.000+11:00

i agree with susan, yes its a great nice and warm day todays, but to spend it inside, sitting listening to slowjams and not feeling so much of a happy mood today, just wastes it all.
and it also has come to my awareness, that today is however the 26th of feburary, three months since you left us all vii.
it's been three months since he took you away from us, i agree with susan how we didnt know her so well but we still feel the pain of loosing someone and still reminisce about the lost.
it must be much more difficult for her family and close friends, and the best we can only do is wish them well.
im listening to craig david - unbelievable and this is my favourite song so far, thankyou to david for sending its. mwas.
for the first time ive finished all the homework i have, and no susan i am not lying and to those who BELIEVE susan's words, hit the road jack! cause she fooling with your mind, like she always does drunken psychic. lols.
i dont know why im feeling like i do last night again, the ' im not in the mood' feeling and its so crapped up, its a shit way to end my weekends.
anyways im probably off to go susans house now since shes lonely and im lonely.
loves, melinda myanh nguyen.

2006-02-26T12:38:00.000+11:00

welps its a nice sunny sunday tuday .. n once agen i cant be bothered to leave da house .. woke up early in da wee hrs of da mornin which was 83O ? dats early for a sunday ok ! LOL .. curently bored shitless .. since i hab nuffink to recount abt rite now ill move onto wuts on my mind .. well tudayz da 26th of FEB which means its been 3 months since viis been gone .. jst da thought of her gone saddens me lyk we werent da bestest of fwens buh we still knew each odda .. sed our his and byes on da streets buh we didnt realli bother to get to noe each odda wutta regret .. buh hey im pretti sure shes in a great place rite now lookin down on dose she loves ..
aniways onto a more happier subject .. i want dat sweater in urban equip which is green wif grey stripes of was it grey wif green stripes ? LOL well aniways i want it buh dey onli hab size 12 n 14 =[ .. well dere is da pink one buh dats so borin n plain ! i want green n grey ! LOL .. rite now im so obessed wif da song say goodbye by chris brown dat its cureently on repeat HAHA .. hmm so bored shuld get a start on hw .. latahz =]

love always susan

2006-02-25T23:51:00.000+11:00

so, finally susan has decided to FINISH the blog.
yes however janie and i are very lazy people susan but i did offer to help but i knew that you'd think that the construction that i wouldve done wouldve been the chattest construction ever. =)
well finally happy that the team newgen site is done! woohoo. just needs a few photos and touch ups here and there and it should be perfecto!
anyone who think this site totally sucks? then hit the road jack! AHAH cause we simply .. DONT .. care.
i guess i shouldnt need to re-tell the story of our adventurous day today, knowing that !xo-uushun already told you all. ahah , well it wasnt ALL my fault for getting mikewl and susan lost, lazy asses didnt have a brain of their own to think for themselves make me think, like it was very hot and the cityRAIL bastards didnt change the sign to where the destination of the next train was leading so therefore, the result of us being lost is totally NOT my fault.
so yes, that was my day.
came home all happy, then it all went downhill from there and now? im alright i guess, getting there and thankyou to david for talking on the phone with me. i love you ! =)
i know you tried hard to make me laugh make me happy and put a smile on my face, dont worry im aware of it and i appreciate it very much. =) and susan just reading your entry makes me laugh. i have good friends and i love you all so much MINUS ONE. if some of you dont get the minus one then dont worry.
anyways im off now . JANIE now its your time to blog little one. make it a good one. im outs
* melinda myanh nguyen ; ps. heres a photo of the evil trios as known to !xo-ikewl aha.

2006-02-25T23:03:00.000+11:00

woooooo ! finally finished da blog ! LOL .. all dat hard work and hrs spent on doin touch ups on dis blog has made me tired .. it has come to my relisation dat my odda 2 newgens are useless lazi pieces of shit dat jst rollz on da ground which is ready to be spoon fed ! LOL lyk no contribution to dis blog wutsoeva .. well mel offered to help buh narh shes jst shit overall probabli make it more ugli ! LOL xD .. OOHH ! GUESS WUT !? im da FIRST one to blog ! ROFL ! xD how fantastica ! welps since it been a while dat ive blogged ill jst start my usual routine abt wut i did tuday ..
started off da day wif mel decidin to go to bankstown JUST to eat .. well da plan was go banks eat shop meet up wif michael for a few hrs den meet up wif mummy for woolies n get my eyes checked up buh da plan turned out to be nuffink its suppose to be ! ROFL ! aniways back to wut i was sayin .. met !xo-ikewl LOL and gosh i felt sorri for him .. picked on him da WHOLEEE day .. LOL wen we met up wif him we shopped around banks n got bored so melz lyk lets go burwood n im lyk OMGSH are u serz a bit last minute decision buh her bein dat persuadin whinin lil bitch she is i eventually gave up LOL .. so we bought a RETURN tik dere which costed me 2.40 ! so we were waitin at da station for lyk 15 mins n mel was gettin restless so shes lyk lets go on dat train coz itll stop at lidcombe n we can change from dere and i had a bad feelin abt it so i was lyk noo jst wait for da odda its comin soon ! buh den she started wif her whingin so me n mikewl were lyk FYNE so she can shut da hell up .. n wen we jumped on n da train started movin im lyk MEL dis trains goink towards punchbowl buh she was in complete denial coz of her head which finks wuteva comes outta her mouf is always rite .. -_-' we got off at punchbowl after lyk 2 mins arguin to her dat were on da rong train .. n we waited fckn nearly an hr ! for da fckn train was so pist off .. so to kill tim i decided to pick on mikewl >=[ MWAHAHA .. let dis be a lesson not to hang out wif susan xD n wen we hoped on da train n got bak to bankstown mel was lyk lets go on dat train which was on da same platform as da one we caught rong .. n im lyk wtf habnt u learnt ur lesson ! buh she wuldnt stop whingin we jumped on n FINALLY we were on da rite train .. got off at lidcombe n took da burwood train .. wen we finally got to burwood FCKN MEL decides to go ct ! so we bought a friggin return ticket to burwood for no reason ! simon did da usual shoppin saw a couple of ppl dere dat were goink to tinas birfday buh i culdnt make it coz one i had no money n two i told my mummy i was goink home early .. wen i finally got home safely i was so exhausted from da day trip i had around sydney which was guided by mel .. LOL aniways i fink dis is da longest entry ive eva written in my lyf so ill stop ere ..

love always sushun ..

ps; blog still unda construction .. missin fotos .. tagboard needs touch upz